to get my butt into gear *nod*

Oh ho! Its that time of the term again! The week upcoming exam block! And can you believe it? Its gonna be the last exam block in our schooling history as high school students! Wow… everything is coming to an end so fast! And yet everyday is such a drag! LOL

Well lately, the week has been full of cramming in as much study as possible while trying to get as much video gaming and funness into everything we’ve got~ but I think I should be cramming study more because I’ve had brain block (literally brain block, as in ENTIRE BRAIN block) and I can’t do anything right! But you just watch I’m not gonna graduate with my marks going down! I’m going to do well!

Motivation
Motivation
Motivation!

Phew… and sarah’s Halloween party is this weekend on the Saturday..i hope parents let me sleepover! I can’t go home tipsy… that’s not a pretty image for my parents to see D:
But we’ll see how things go

Wish me luck!

Study, study, study! (or attempt to at least)
Ciao!

study + ice world

Ahh I just remembered just now! But I didn’t blog about the uber awesome thing that happened last weekend! Hahaha let me recount for you! :D

Well recount parts of what I remember anyhow…
But I remember Saturday was a really slow morning coz alex called up early at 8 and said ‘HI LEANNE, COME OVER THIS AFTERNOON TO STUDY AND SLEEPOVER’ gawd it was great lol

Rocked up at alex’s at about 5.30 and ..well..we watched glee ahaha and then lena came over. Then we shoved 3 packets worth of frozen fish/chicken/spinach pastry thingies into the oven and set out our stuff for good good study that we were all looking forward to oh so muchly
Everything was going dandy before I had some weirdo nerve reaction… it goes from rubbing my eyes and it makes me start sneezing uncontrollably. So much that I needed eyedrops and a box of tissues next to me while I attempted to study wearing glasses while my eyes were watering like niagra falls (as alan would say)

Then we ate and watched POKEMON 2000 and saw green penis head girl. Hahahah her fringe stuck out of her cap and it looked like a giant crooked green penis. LOL

Then we went back to study until it hit about 11pm and we all jumped on msn and got distracted until 1 in the morning and decided we HAD to watch john tucker must die before we went to bed…and so we did just that… before the dvd stuffed up that is.

Then next morning we all rushed to cook rubbery bread and eggs, showered and me and lena rushed off to tutor. Even after all that lazy rushing we were late by half an hour, almost fell asleep in tutor several times (good stuff that was) and then lena dropped me off at inala… where we then realized Jason wasn’t there and drove to the village in forest lake to buy pads coz lena’s vagina was leaking red. (sorry for the vulgar language, lena) and then we drove back to inala, lena dropped me off (THANK YOUU LENABUFFET)

Met up with Jason, jumped into a taxi… after he threw a few biscuits of hello panda at the car first (..idiot) paid a heap of money for a fifteen minute ride to ICE WORLD

We put on some skates and skated for 3 hours or so. With hot chocolate, a cup of noodles and cuddles in between I managed to stack it on the ice 4 times! Only small stacks though! Like running into the wall, not knowing how to stop..you know. Until…Jason made a HUGE stack. It sort of went like this..

Stumble > spin > arm flailing > stumble > spin again (with arm flailing all in between) > fall on butt > sudden turn around on jason’s part > land on face

Are you imagining it? Coz I am and its making me laugh (:

Then after all that we hit the city to karaoke for half an hour and caught the bus home … and he caught the bus with me. Which was different, it really was.

But my weekend was way fun the only down side was… well I barely got any study done thanks to going ice skating/city and major torrent of tears + eyedrops and runny noses.

Anyhow, I’m done here… its 7.41 and I should be doing something useful!
Ciao! ♥

bitch post :)

You know, I really, really, really looked forward to seeing you yesterday and I wish you weren’t so withdrawn and quiet.

I have to admit I was kind of disappointed because I was really hoping to spend time with you because we don’t get to see each other very often; but its okay. Maybe next time.

When I asked if you were okay, did that really come across as ‘worrying too much’? I wish you’d tell me what’s bothering you or what’s on your mind every so often! It annoys me that you don’t because it feels like you don’t trust me.

But who am I to say?
You’ll never know, so I’ll forget it.

See you next time then, and maybe you’d be in a better mood too.
Ciao~

I'm yours

Wow I haven’t been blogging lately and I just realized, only because I’ve been too busy doing NOTHING these whole weeks or so~

Hmm what’s happened lately..gah I don’t remember at all besides school!

School, ever since term four started, has just been mushed into one long day into another long day into one massively massive big long day! Like that feeling where time has just stopped and its uber boring and nothing ever interesting happens at school anymore because everyone’s so… mm..de-motivated to do anything at all

Hence, the mushing days into one big mush

But hopefully this one big mush will be all over soon! By the time exam blocks and graduation rolls around we’ll look back and think ‘WOW why did it feel like mush?! I’m gonna miss being a senior so much!’

Hopefully I will pick up the pace and be happy at school, instead of thinking about it as a big mush

Which kinda reminds me of Truong. I think he went through this too once and everything really bored him a lot, he referred to it as ‘mid life crisis’ (LOL at truong)
But chyeahh that’s school for you

And oh yeah, darra fest was on last Sunday! It was so… disappointing actually because I expected lots of people from around darra and all ‘WOO DARRA BETCHES’ you know? But it was more of a few stalls scattered here and there, 2 games, 2 rides and a small stage..oh and the one single lone kid on the chairs ride..poor kid, I would’ve gone on the ride with him if I could be bothered (maybe not) >_>

We went to pick up sam’s cousin, dropped her off at the darra fest then went to pick up Jason and I’m going crazy coz when he got in the car I felt nauseous and WEIRD. Hahaha but its okay :D

Then we went to the darra fest, walked around for about half an hour and realized it was kinda boring so we decided to go eat sushi at Oishii! Damn I love that place. But after all that drive we realized that we couldn’t really afford really good sushi at all and the drive was a waste of petrol … so instead we hit KFC at mt Ommaney (which was kind of dumb since there was a KFC at sunnybank and lots of other things to do and we were…mhmm in sunnybank! I just reckon dinh wanted to drive because he’s a driving junkie)

But yes we went to KFC, we sat at the KIDS TABLE where we discriminated the pink elephant and laughed at the blue monkey trying to spank a little kid and I was forced to eat a piece of chicken… (uhh I was so full and it was either the chicken or the big tubs of coleslaw + potato and gravy mixed together..)

Then we left where dinh stole lena’s jazz and drove around the carpark like a bitch (which used up petrol some more) and lena was a little angry about him taking her car (I mean, it’s a CAR, its pretty damn valuable if you ask me) and sam threw us 20 cents and said ‘GET A HOME’
Tch, boys and their cars >_>

So after that we hit the darra fest again and realized nothing had changed and it was still pretty shitty and left to MT COOT THA

So we ordered latte’s and hot chocolates and sat around

I managed to splash Jason in the face with grotty fountain water (muahahah) and it was uber fun and nice because of all the pretty lights and the batman light flashing in circles :D

We bummed and ran around on the lookout and I really can’t imagine the last time I’d felt so light and happy before hahaha it was THAT fun and it was a really nice night to be out too even though it was uber cold

It was like…woooo floating and it was awesome, never felt anything like it; it was so awesome-o
Oh and he asked me out again, now I don’t know what to say… can I leave things as they are? Its quite fun as it is :D (tehehe i think i love him lots) (<- fuck i sound so mushy!)

But yes, as awesome as it was we had hot chocolates that needed to be drunk and I had a curfew to attend to… grr

But its okay, it was still lots of fun

But that was last weekend! This weekend I’m gonna catch up on some sleep, study biology (because I’m falling behind… + everything else too.. I’m falling behind on everything from this lack of motivation, it sucks) and on Sunday gonna go to tutor and then me and lena are heading to indro and the city! Because I need to go shopping for that special textured paper for my art extension and hand in a resume at that craft store hurrah! Hopefully I’ll get a job soon!

Wish me luck! Goodnight
Ciao! ♥

reality & identity

I don’t know much about your personalities but as far as I know, you’re such stereotypes!
I’m sorry, I don’t mean to just go around bitching about everyone and their non-individuality but I want to let it out (:

But is it that hard to just fit in by being yourself? Instead of having to go around swearing and using ridiculous colloquialisms like ‘ohmygot’ and always having to flame others because they’re either a) prettier than you or b) not as pretty as you?

I’m sorry if I sound like an uptight anal bitch, but what happened to the individuality in generation Y hmm?

Everyone’s conforming to the popular circle and life is based on what’s in and what’s not? Who really cares anyway?

I mean, just get over the bad mohawk haircuts, the heavy eyeliner, circle lenses, and sticking your eyelids together to make then ‘double eyelids’. The need for the constant new shoes and dresses just to go somewhere not even half fancy and worth the trouble, the need for a new boyfriend when you’re single and the fact that you want to look like a rebel just to fit in with the new ‘asian generation’.

Sure its fine to be into fashion and design, but do you really have to go all the way as to photoshop every existing photo you own to turn it into a bright light background and wear blue circle eyed contact lenses to attract the attention of bebo-goers?

Who really cares about what’s hot or not? Because if everyone conforms to the same thing, we will all look the same. And where’s the fun in that?

You asian teeny boppers are all the same but how would I know? I’m sure you have your own reasons

I hope I don’t judge people on how poofy the top layer of their hair is or how well they apply their makeup.

I’m glad my friends are real and unique <3
I’m glad I got to rant (:
Ciao~

hahaa

haha nghi just cracks me up
check this out:
Alexander Do has cracked the mysteries of Evolution. From the beginning... Amoeba ==> First vertebrate ==> Monkey ==> George W. Bush ==> Chimpanzee ==> Human

hahahah i dont know why but it find that so funny, and i'm not even into political type humour LOL

ahh first day of term four! i had a mega stomach ache >_<
school was ay okayy, not awesome, not too bad
tomorrow will be better, im' sure :]

OH OH
if you wanna be my lover, you gotta getwith my friends! if you wanna be my lover, you have got to give ~ say you could handle my love, are you for real?

hahahahah :3

ahh this new spring weather (even though it kicked in a while ago...) is making everyone so sick! my mummy's sick and jasons sick and alan has a bad cough and i think i'm starting to get sick too...bah

i hope everyone gets better soon, getting sick is just not fun

anyhoww i'm gonna sign off and maybe do something useful with myself instead of blogging about nothing :3

ciao!

haha on a last note!
justins twitter (shitmydadsays):
"Does anyone your age know how to comb their fucking hair? It looks like two squirrels crawled on their head and started fucking."

all encompassing

i heard somewhere on a video i watched somewheres about love
and i remember it was about this couple, who talked about love
and all they said about each other were really negative things
the way they fight, the way they disagree to everything

but by the end the two people confessed that no matter what gets between them they had this love

something about how it won't stop because 'of this all emcompassing love for you'
whatever it was, it was really sweet

i might not know what love is, but hey, i think this comes pretty close to what i reckon it is

but hey, whatever :D
as far as i know, i'm not the 'other girl' (as much as i wish i were lol >_>) because he has given up so much for someone like me
and i really appreciate it

its silly i know
but i think i love you

PS. today was moon fest, it was awesome. & yes i just wanted to rant about how lovely and charming he is :3 (no sarcasm)

The Other Woman ?! :OOOOO

and its true!
but i LOL at your photoshopped girlfriends

cue dodgy comment..

maybe?
it tht a yes or no?
no actually i am her cousin and me tryna find who her bf is
are u her bf?[sorri if ur not]

p.s please please dont tell anything to zing xD

hahaa does this mean he is going out with another girl? does this make me, the other girl?

ooh i have to say, this is a little exciting

but he's probably just toying with the poor girl by saying 'maybe'

again, LOL at your photoshopped friends