How do you know if someone is right or wrong for you?

It's a pretty simple question, but a lot of things in my head cloud my mind. I'm not sure what to do, hopefully things will work out well. Prepare for the pain, stress and sleepless nights.

Ahahahaha my life sucks. Damn, I'm awesome.

I need to worry less and get over it.

Shits like you don't give a fuck.

You say you care, that I am important to you. But if it really mattered, then you would make an effort to reach out for me. I'm tired of being the only one who makes an effort. Always the one to throw aside my hurt and pride to reach out for you, to save us.

I await the for the times that you will do the same.

But if you're just going to hang out with your friends, talk like a faggot and fuck around when things get bad then I cannot accept who you are. If this is what you do, then you are a bad person.

You've done this before. You said you would not do this again.

You are liar.