Tsk tsk.

Leanne what have you become? Being told to follow your heart. Look at you, you stupid mess.

Sort yourself out, get used to it.

Be happy again.

I think I have anxiety and trust issues. I really don't like them. It keeps me awake at night and my imagination running wild.

Mirrors, water and fish.

In my dreams, I tend to have dreams where I am dying. I always manage to see mirrors, water and fish. I dream of dying too often.

Sometimes its' my friends who murder me. Other times, I suicide. Most of the time though, I find myself in accidents.

When I die, I'm always content. I don't know why.

Ass

Okay, so I’ve hit a spot of trouble.

Rumours are going around that I’m a total bitchy, shitfaced slut or something of the like. And apparently, I’m going around sleeping with every guy I know.

I’m hated because this girl likes the guy I’m dating. And she hates my face because a) she likes him and I have him and b) I’m a slut (apparently).

But they don’t know shit about me. So they can shove it up their asses and I’m gonna live my life the way I want to.

In other news, uni is going to start soon. I don’t really want to start studying again. I want to roll in bed and never wake up.

Amelie

I just watched the French movie ‘Amelie’. I cannot believe I haven’t seen this movie before. It’s so strikingly beautiful.

The suppressed loneliness of every character, burdened with grief of one kind or another. I love all the hope and patience, Amelies’ kindness and thoughtfulness towards those around her. I love the imagination and I love it when you hear of peoples’ stories and how they cope. But most of all, I love the silence.

To me, the movie is very sensual but distant. And in some parts of the movie, as strange as it was, I felt afraid.

I must be weird. But I really really really like this movie.

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Ha, I see you unfriended me on facebook. That makes me smile.

Now I can keep to myself, and you can keep to your bullshit.

Run from no one and hide from nothing.

A note of awesome!

Also... Did you know I've been using this blog as a diary for over two years now. And in those two years + I have never received a comment before!

If you ask me, thats kinda awesome.

I don't even know if I have any readers, but I wouldn't be surprised if I didn't have any. I am dull and boring!

But I've had people from all over the world stumble on this little diary of mine.
People from Australia, the United States, Russia, Japan, Malaysia, Canada, Ukraine, South Korea, Belguin & Denmark! Isn't it amazing?

I've also hit over 1, 000 page views!

Epic! So I thank you, dear people of the world wide web for listening to my silly issues because it has helped me greatly :)