Looking back on this blog over the past two years, reading it again makes me cringe at what a stupid naive person I am.

But I guess we're to learn from our mistakes, yes?

I wonder what kinds of mistakes I'm going to make this time.

Oh... another thing dear blog, I think I'm going away this holiday.

one year of stories and memories

Hello life
Nice seeing you again!

and it was a very nice day out with jasonface yesterday!

It might not have been the best day ever because of whats happened a few days back, but it was still very very very nice indeed.

It was our first anniversary, you see. It’s been exactly one year together, and what a year its been!

And to celebrate we spent the day together. we went to dome for breakfast, eggs hollandaise and atlantic salmon for me and the ‘big breakfast’ for him and two hot chocolates between us. Breakfast was especially yummy that day because I was so hungry… I hadn’t slept and eaten well for a few days and so food tasted especially good that morning.

And then after that we walked to someplace and Jason wouldn’t tell me where.

Turns out it was the gardens and he’d stopped into a shop to buy some bread to feed megaduck and his friends the ibii (or ibises) and his other ducky friends! Too bad it rained a bit because the ground was wet and a bit yucky and we fed the ducks and ibises and Jason even managed to pick up a baby ibis! It was awesome, I wish I’d taken a photo but I wasn’t holding my camera at the time :(

We also saw two iguanas swimming, a really big fish and three eels (momma, papa and baby eel).

I really wanna see megaducks wifey. She’s a girl duck and I’ve only ever seen her once at the gardens… she’s white and rather pretty. I wonder where she is and I wonder if they’ll ever have baby megaducks… we’ll call them miniducks… the babyducks I mean :)

And then after that we walked around the gardens and went to the mangroves and there ai-van called my phellytone asking me about what I wanted for my birthday. And I really don’t want anything, that is unless divine intervention can get me really good grades then that would be the best. (but its not like that’ll actually happen)

And we talked for about half an hour with ai-van on the phone and it was so much fun! She wished us a good day and we said the same. boy do I love ai-van and hai-yen, they’re the best :)
And then after that we made our way to the train station and took a train to coopers plains

where we boarded a taxi headed to someplace mysterious because jason wouldn’t tell me where we were going so he covered my face with Kiki….

But in the end I found out where we were going. We were going ICE SKATING! How lovely :)
It’s been a long time since we’ve been ice skating together and every time I go ice skating I always feel this rush of nostalgia for some reason. But it was very nice :)

I stacked it four times and it always sucks because Jason is always a better ice skater than I am! Yes I know, I’m competitive… but one day! One day I’ll be awesome at ice skating hahaha :D
He almost fell a few times… stupid butt.

I fell four times… and once into a wall and scraped my knee, so much that it was kinda bleeding a little bit and I didn’t even notice until Jason told me. And the other time I ran into a high school boy. He wasn’t looking where he was going and I wasn’t either … so I ran into him and we made a pile of twisted legs and arms on the ice and I couldn’t stop laughing ahahaha! I say it was a failed attempt to hold me up. No one can hold me up, when I fall, I fall face first… its terrible = =

Then after that we went back to his house where I could get my knee bandaged up in one and a half bandaids

‘lets put two on it for the lols’ says Jason

‘why? That’s gay!’

‘FOR THE LOLS’

What a stupid butt. I think he cut the second bandaid into two pieces and then couldn’t get the sticky part off of one end and gave up putting it on… hence the one and a half bandaid on my knee

Then after that we headed back into the city where we had dinner at vapiano. Linguine carbonara ftw! It was so yummyyyyyyy *droolage*

The guy who made our meal was very nice too …and very persuasive too. That coca cola costed an extra $3.90 and yet I bought it anyway hahaha silly me :)

And then after that Jason was still hungry so we went to the asian place and had beef with rice noodles and it was rather yummy!

Then we headed to max Brenner where we stood in line for an hour and had a chocolate soufflé, a chocolate lick and some extra vanilla ice cream. Nom nom it was so good… I love the chocolate there. But I think I should stop going there its been two weeks now and I’ve been there four times… and its burning my finances! Not a good sign! I have a formal to pay for damn it! D:

And then yush, we took the city cat to north quay where we climbed a fence and sat around the turret thing underneath the road into the city. It was a really nice night :)
Then after that we walked the bridge to southbank and took a bus home :)

It was very nice being out with Jason because its been a while since I’ve seen him. And the last time I saw him it didn’t really go very well… but I guess things are all good now so that’s great! :)

Today its our one year and one day… so technically today is our 366th day together

Hahaha three more days and it’ll be 369 days HAHA yes I’m so immature :)

Anyway I’m gonna sign off now and proofread my portfolio and then print off the final copy to hand in. I’m so glad I finished this early! It means I don’t have to go into the city on a Saturday just to hand in a silly assignment! HURRAY :)

Anyways! Ciao everyone! Have a lovely day :)

law of attraction

So its been a while
Yeah yeah, I know I know. But its not like anyone reads this thing anyway right? Lately that’s how all my openings for my posts on this blog is like hahaha my tumblr is much more interesting because its me actually trying to write something new and interesting every time I post. Whereas this blog is more a blah, imma write what I think, ‘thinking out loud’ you might say.
Well… what is there to recap over lately?

Hmm last night I went out with paris and nhu, third time at max Brenner this week. Gosh I’m horrible, been eating a load of crap lately

We went to the markets, bought jewellery (retail therapy, yeah its been a while since I’ve made contact with you retail therapy, I don’t really need you, so technically you’re my booty call when I need a pick me up), ate chocolate at max Brenner (white chocolate chai tea, two chocolate soufflés and waffles), walked around southbank yelling ‘RIDICULOUS’ (emphasis on the ‘dic’ part of the word) and just strolling around talking nonsense all night basically.

Ran into quynh last night as well, she was at a birthday outing for some girly girl and everyone was dressed all nice nice and such. It was a very nice night out, it’s good having some fun after stress and all that kind of emotional junk.

Hmm… then nhu went home after southbank and me and paris hit up the city again to have pasta at Vapiano and strolled around drinking coke and talking more nonsense and then deciding to see a movie but alas, my father did not let me see a movie and refused to let me stumble home at past midnight after seeing ‘eat pray love’ or ‘let me in’. so instead we dawdled around outside the cinema talking about our insecurities and preying our eyes on good looking men.

Then we proposed to go stalk some of these good looking men. But we didn’t because we were running out of time and the bus was gonna arrive in 20minutes, so then we decided to go talk to some guys and ask for their numbers.

The stupid boy, he was probably too young for us and he wouldn’t give us his number anyway. I’m sure he’s gay, but his asian friend in the red tshirt with him was much cuter. And he knew what was and wasn’t a good opportunity.

But other than that nothing much has been happening lately… hmm..

In exactly one month however, I will be attending the boyfriends formal. Chyeah, wonder how that’ll turn out. Maybe it’ll be the same tedious thing like last year or maybe it’ll be different. Whatever the case, planning it is stressful.

I like to feel in control and letting Jason and his friends do all the planning and without me knowing it…. I should be happy I don’t have to do anything but I don’t know whats going on and it worries meeeeeeeee…

I should be okay
But damn
I haven’t been feeling great lately…

Law of attraction… think good things, and good things will happen. I hope this phase doesn’t go on for much longer… I’m falling apart real slowly.

University, assignments, emotional junk. Bah who needs that kind of stuff, it should be rolled up into a ball and thrown in the bin. I don’t need this.

I need ice cream. That’s what I need.

Ahhh….

THIS IS SILLY.