law of attraction

So its been a while
Yeah yeah, I know I know. But its not like anyone reads this thing anyway right? Lately that’s how all my openings for my posts on this blog is like hahaha my tumblr is much more interesting because its me actually trying to write something new and interesting every time I post. Whereas this blog is more a blah, imma write what I think, ‘thinking out loud’ you might say.
Well… what is there to recap over lately?

Hmm last night I went out with paris and nhu, third time at max Brenner this week. Gosh I’m horrible, been eating a load of crap lately

We went to the markets, bought jewellery (retail therapy, yeah its been a while since I’ve made contact with you retail therapy, I don’t really need you, so technically you’re my booty call when I need a pick me up), ate chocolate at max Brenner (white chocolate chai tea, two chocolate soufflés and waffles), walked around southbank yelling ‘RIDICULOUS’ (emphasis on the ‘dic’ part of the word) and just strolling around talking nonsense all night basically.

Ran into quynh last night as well, she was at a birthday outing for some girly girl and everyone was dressed all nice nice and such. It was a very nice night out, it’s good having some fun after stress and all that kind of emotional junk.

Hmm… then nhu went home after southbank and me and paris hit up the city again to have pasta at Vapiano and strolled around drinking coke and talking more nonsense and then deciding to see a movie but alas, my father did not let me see a movie and refused to let me stumble home at past midnight after seeing ‘eat pray love’ or ‘let me in’. so instead we dawdled around outside the cinema talking about our insecurities and preying our eyes on good looking men.

Then we proposed to go stalk some of these good looking men. But we didn’t because we were running out of time and the bus was gonna arrive in 20minutes, so then we decided to go talk to some guys and ask for their numbers.

The stupid boy, he was probably too young for us and he wouldn’t give us his number anyway. I’m sure he’s gay, but his asian friend in the red tshirt with him was much cuter. And he knew what was and wasn’t a good opportunity.

But other than that nothing much has been happening lately… hmm..

In exactly one month however, I will be attending the boyfriends formal. Chyeah, wonder how that’ll turn out. Maybe it’ll be the same tedious thing like last year or maybe it’ll be different. Whatever the case, planning it is stressful.

I like to feel in control and letting Jason and his friends do all the planning and without me knowing it…. I should be happy I don’t have to do anything but I don’t know whats going on and it worries meeeeeeeee…

I should be okay
But damn
I haven’t been feeling great lately…

Law of attraction… think good things, and good things will happen. I hope this phase doesn’t go on for much longer… I’m falling apart real slowly.

University, assignments, emotional junk. Bah who needs that kind of stuff, it should be rolled up into a ball and thrown in the bin. I don’t need this.

I need ice cream. That’s what I need.

Ahhh….

THIS IS SILLY.