Ha. Ha.

Dear Internets,

That's totally me right now. On the internet.

Okay, so I finished my last exam earlier this week and it's been about five days now and as far as I can recall... I've been sleeping approximately twelve hours a day, taking naps in the afternoon sometimes and I have been doing nothing.

I have no job.

I am not doing anything.

My mother is driving me nuts because I do nothing around the house (ie. do womanly cleaning and tidying things other than playing tekken and watching Friends all day).

And... two of my friends went to Harbourtown and shopped at Oroton today. I know right? Drive like an hour away, go shopping, come home with loot, their day is awesome.

What am I doing?
'Oh hello Mother, I'll just leave you alone... in the kitchen... Oh you want me to help you? I'm sorry but I'm kinda -internet-'

I had plans to exercise, read books and organise things but I haven't gotten around to it because I've been too busy on youtube, the cute little apps on my iPhone and trolling the interwebs.

IN OTHER NEWS.

I'm thinking of buying a chapter of Gala Darling's Love and Sequins... Just to put some sparkle and motivation back into... well.. what's left of me that hasn't rotted away yet... Ha.

Oh and I made pasta the other day. I have plans to make many cupcakes, cakes and other baked goods this holiday! (If I can bring myself to get out of bed before midday, that is.)

Hello Internet,

Guess what?
Exams are almost over. Give it another three days and everything will be over.
Four weeks of pure nothingness and then another thirteen weeks of death.

Next semester there are going to be group and individual presentations, a lot of two thousand word reports and a hell of a lot of work to be finished. I hate second year already.

In other news!

I really don't like people who are self obsessed.
I think I might just declare that those kinds of people are the kinds I dislike the most. No, I am not kidding. I sometimes visually imagine the genocide of all self obsessed humans.

I am strange, creepy and really violent! Yes, I know!

But on a positive note, the people I know are awesome and not self obsessed and makes me love them oh so much.

I think my attitude of all things optimistic and self-fulfilling are on a strong decline. I feel like I'm turning into Daria, only so much less cool... (and I don't have my own TV show).

And we return to our daily programming of nothing. Followed by much Internet that is non-related to this blog.

Some people in this world are so damn lucky. They're so damn happy. It makes me a little sick.

Yes, I'm jealous. I already know.

Hate life so much right now.

Exams. Relationship. Shitty people. Shitty friends. Insomnia.


I swear, I now officially live at the library because I'm there practically everyday for at least 6 hours.

I don't sleep.

I hardly eat.

I stare at screens all day.

All the breakdowns, the crying, the disappointment. Hate life.

Who likes this shit. Not one thing is great right now. Everything sucks.
Hurray.