My book fetish ;)

You know.. someone once asked me how many books I own. And at the time, I actually didn’t know.

But I’ve cleaned up my bookshelf, arranged all my reading books alphabetically by author and seriously tidied up the whole entire bookshelf (I can’t say the same for my room though). But I just finished and I counted all the reading books I own and the official count is fifty-two!

But that’s excluding all the children’s books (eg. Guess how I much I love you – the four piece season set) and the picture books (Graeme Base! ♥)

Phew… I spent the day cleaning the oven today as well… God it smelt like crap. Seriously. And I think I might have tasted some of that oven cleaning spray/fluid thing because it was burning my eyes and my mouth tasted like shit for half an hour. Yuck.

Tomorrow I tidy up my desk and start filing away old uni lecture notes and assignments (I’ve already filed away half of them). Yeah, I can be really anal about my books.

I dunno if I’ve ever told anyone before but I’m not the superstitious type or anything, but I’m really superstitious about anything regarding books.

I’m not sure I know all the superstitions about books but my mother always told me never to step on books because it ruins your knowledge and learning or something similar, something like disrespecting the book. You can imagine my face if I ever step on a book. It’s pretty dramatic (in my head).

I hate breaking the spine of my books too. Like… I take so much care how I hold the book so that the spine doesn’t crack…. I hate being so reckless with my books.

I remember once in primary school I was reading a book and I had to put it down to help my friend do something and I put the open book face down on the table. And just that moment, the librarian walks in and asks ‘Who’s book is that and why did they leave it there like that?!’ And I was a total bookworm when I was a kid.

(I got an award for the most books read in a year and I visited the library every afternoon. And not only did I borrow books from the school library and the public library but I borrowed books from my Scottish teacher Mrs. Choo who had a subscription to the Horrible Histories magazines.)

Immediately after hearing the librarian say that my heart literally sank and I was so embarrassed and ashamed of myself for treating a book like that. Now I’m just seriously anal about the way I treat my books. I even tag them… with a little pink sticker of a teddy bear part of a sticker book just to show that they’re MY books and no one else’s.

I remember once I was in Vietnam and my little cousin was reading a childrens book too and he couldn’t read a word and so he got mad and threw the book and started jumping on it! I remember raging and I was all ‘NO, DON’T DO THAT TO THE BOOK, YOU’LL RUIN YOUR CHANCES OF LEARNING’. My cousin was about 6 years old, and I was about 14 years old.
I guess I’ve always been anal about books. Hahaha

Well ciao everyone! I’m gonna sit on my butt and do the usual stuff (ie. Surf the net, watch ranma, be a bum etc)

PS. Did I also mention I fell out of bed this morning? HaiYen called me about going to Sunnybank tonight and I got up out of bed so fast I fell because my foot was caught in my quilt. Silly me >_>

Has anyone seen this?

This is tonematrix and it is so freakishly epicly awesome.

You click/drag your mouse over the squares and you can make pictures and music using it. It's so cool!

For me, it reminds me a little of the sound of rain. What do you think?

The face I make when mum gives me chores to do on the holidays.

dun dun dunnnnnnnn...

Woke up this morning to a text from paris asking to meet up at inala to pick up my birthday gift and hang out for bubble teaaaaaaaa!

So I got up and rushed and pissed my pants getting the bus stop on time to inala, but I missed the bus by two minute and had to sit around for half an hour waiting for the next bus = =

But I met up with her and we had bubble tea together and I opened the gift which was a very lovely clock on a wooden board with some sort of inscriptions, a butterfly and lavender painted on it. It was so pretty and so very nice of her :)

We shopped for a beach ball and talked about stuffs and went to centrelink with paris and her aunt to do stuffs and later met up with Yvonne and they headed off to indro to go shopping while I had to go find my mother so that she could drive me home. –cringe- (I swear mum didn't believe me when I told her I was with Paris.. sheesh)

But turns out we were heading to lena’s place and so I just hung out with lena for the whole entire day watching Julie & Julia, walking around the lake and feeding ducks stale bread and basically just being idiots haha it was rather fun.

Then lena drove me home and picked up max so he could stay over her place. And…. I was left outside my place… for almost an hour. Parents weren’t home yet and I didn’t have the keys to my house so I was locked out for quite a while and I really needed to pee and talk to paris (she wasn’t feeling well). So yeahhh…

But everythings alright now.

My vision is kinda blurry at the moment though, probably because I’m so tired.
I’ve been sneezing and all… I just sneezed twice just then. But yeah, I’ve been sneezing all day (I just sneezed twice again just then). I think I might be getting sick or something as equally ridiculous… Ugh.

Oh came home today and Vy left a gift at my place too. I shall open it now…
Hold on.

ZOMG. They’re SPEAKERS.

Edifier brand speakers, M1250. Ooohh…. Prettyyy shall try them out tomorrow morning. I think I’m gonna clean up the mess I made with the wrapping paper… hehe

Ciao everyone!

Sleep...

I had a dream last night where I was going to die. I always have dreams where I always end up dead.

This little boy was coming to stab me to death. He carried a decent sized knife.

He came close to killing me. Cut my hand, my legs and the back of my neck. ‘Marking’ me, so that he’d remember to come after me again he said.

I’m afraid to go to bed tonight.

Flora

It’s some girl’s birthday today and she got a bouquet of roses.

Roses are lovely and all but they die real quick.

I prefer prancing around in a field of dandelions and those tiny budding yellow flowers. They might be weeds but they’re gorgeous.

Although, personally, I really like roses and the lily of the valley. ...And those tiny yellow flowers of course. :)

Oh Dear...

Crinnnnnge....

Wrote this last night...

So I was reading my stupid trashy magazine and I don’t know what kind of mood I was in. But I was reading an article about stories of how people met and got married. And I kinda thought, ‘Hey, that’s a nice story, I wonder how mine will work out’

Hmm.. maybe it’ll never even work out. I’ll turn into a crazy dog lady! (because I don’t favour cats as much as dogs).

But I kinda thought… ‘Eh, I’ve been keeping it inside me for a while, I need to put this down somewhere’ so this is probably going to be the worst, most, single mushy girly crappy post I’ll ever write in my whole entire lifetime (that isn’t spewing with happiness and smiles).
If I ever get married…

We’d have a history. Our own story to tell, how we met, how we got together, the troubles we’ve been through, the arguments, the complications… everything. And when life is all over and done with, that story is going to be the only one I’ll never tell to anyone else but that significant other.

We’d play the ‘Penis’ game together. For as long as possible, or until we lose our voices.

We’d teach each other, learn from each other.

We’d cook, play video games, watch the clouds go by together.

Share the love of pokemon (and Pikachu, specifically).

We’d share secrets, our own personal jokes. We’d say the stupidest things to each other.

I think it’d be adorable… if my guy got on one knee and said ‘Pikachu, I choose you!’

I know I’d forget from time to time, but I know I’d be very lucky to have someone like him.

He’d put up with my stupid, unreasonable habits, mental associations and my stubbornness.

The wedding would be at Maleny Manor at dawn. The photographer would be Max Wanger.

The honeymoon would last a lifetime.

But in terms of travel, we’d go to Paris for love and breadsticks, London for the city lights and fine cuisine, Italy for pasta and the architecture, Rome for the wishes, hope and art, Greece for the weather and beaches, Japan for the sushi and culture.

Then after that we’d go relax at Cayo Espanto off the coast of San Pedro, Belize in Central America.

Have a few children, a dog or two.

We’d be so horribly fond of each other.

And I’d love who I am with you. Whoever you are.


Something like that. Maybe. I wouldn’t complain.

Was gonna... but not anymore

Formal photos came out as well.

And I was gonna post something here tonight... But it's really crappy and mushy... And I'm too wussy to post anything like that... And it's awfully personal.. So I'd rather not for now..

I swear, I really hope no one reads this anymore. I like being anonymous.

Blob

^My pretend-to-look-good face

Gosh

Went to Inala today to run errands with the mother and ended up buying a magazine & tekken 6 on PS3.

Will trade social life for couch time playing Tekken.

The magazine however, was a total waste of money. $8.50. Goddamnit, why’d I even buy it? Oh duh ‘Oh it’s the holidays, I haven’t touched a magazine in a year, lets buy one for the hell of it’
Tch, I’m going to finish Memoirs of a Geisha.

The artificial colours of make up, clothes, celebrities and fake shit hurt my eyes.

Anyhow, I need to post some pics of clubbing at KK yesterday night here. I wish Yo would put some photos up, I want to see themmm! Rahr.

Will post some photos tomorrow… Gah, blogger takes ages to post photos though :(

Alrighty, I’m off to bed. I feel so stoned after reading that magazine. I swear my neck even hurts straining to look at all that photoshopped crap.

Ciao.

OHMYGAHHHHH... Flub

OHMYGOODNESS

I was meant to write things up here but I got this sudden wave of laziness and I’ve been resorted to watching futurama and movies and lying in bed until midday doing literally nothing. I’m not even reading my books.

…. WHYYYYYYYYY. I wanted to read but I’M SO FAT AND LAZY.

Anyhow.

Gosh how long ago was this… -opens daily planner-

16 Nov
Jason’s formal.

Met up at southbank, strolled around looking like a bunch of douchebags with my mother and took photos of things and stuffs like that. Took a horse carriage to the Citigate hotel and had fuuuuuuuun! Reception was really nice, met some of Jason’s school friends (of whom I’ve never mentally recalled their names before) and Annie! That girl is so sweet (and badass) hahaha

Speeches, buffet dinner and danced the night away. The formal was so much fun! I wasn’t really expecting anything (because my formal was kinda bad) but it was fun! And my feet really hurt by the end of the night.

Nomnomnom.

18 Nov

Woke up at like 10.30am with a text message from Nghi. I first heard my phone vibrate under my pillow and I was like ‘EURGHHHH.. NO… LEMME SLEEP’. But I picked up anyway just in case it was something important, and I’m glad I did too! Nghi texted asking if I was doing anything later in the day and that we should totally go shopping haha.

So I was running a bit late when I got to the city but when I got there Nghi was with YO! My twinnnnnn! Gah, I love them both so much ♥

So chyeah, ran into them outside starbucks with this guy called Daniel and he was very nice and visiting from Sydney! Isn’t that lovely?!

So yeah, we went shopping here and around for gifts for Nghi and then went to Hazel tea and literally stayed there for like two hours playing UNO and Jenga.

Dude, we seriously built the highest tower in Jenga haha it was the best. Then later this Anthony guy came and joined us and he was super cool too. And he’s from Sydney too :)

So then after bubble tea and much mental conspiracy over Jenga, we went to walk around and let Daniel sight see the UQ dental building and here and there. It was pretty awesome because I hadn’t even seen some parts of the city!

And so chyeah, after a lot of walking we got really tired and decided to head to Fat Louie’s for a few drinks. Hurrhurr, I’m horrible at that dice drinking game… :(

I was so confused and with the alcohol, it kinda made my head spin more than it should have haha but then after Yo pwnd us all, we karaoked at Fat Louie’s and Anthony shouted us a round of drinks. Haha Those guys are the best xD

Then after that we strolled around some more and then headed to southbank to stroll around to Max Brenner! But the line was too long so we went ice cream shop hunting and found Gelato (which wasn’t the BSA sponsored ice cream shop we were looking for) and finally found Movenpick (the one we were looking for) and had a shared plate of six scoops of deliciously decadent ice cream. My god… It’s so GOOD.

Then after that we kinda all headed home because we were exhausted and full of ice cream :)

19 Nov

FLC GRADUATION

MY GODDDDDDDDD, I LOVE YOU FLC. Everyone cried. It was adorable. The most unlikely people were crying and it was just epic! Hahaha, I had to sit outside the school for like an hour because the ceremony was running a little late but saw a few people outside so I said hello to Quynh and Sarah and it was so cooooooooool! Then hugged and took photos with everyone else and it was all very nostalgic :)

Then saw david and had a whole BOOHOO-make a scene- kinda thing going on before he dragged me back into school to say hello to Thuong and it was so awesome seeing everyone again :)

Got to see EVERYONNNNNE and David hugged the school. Like literally got on the ground and hugged the school… So I sat on him and took a photo. And everyone around us crowded around and took a photo too. Isn’t FLC just the loveliest family ever? :)

Then after that we went to Maccas to get ice cream and waited for the bus and headed to the cityyyyyyy. Met up with Nhu and Jason and had congratulatory hugs and went to karaoke and fully belted out every song. It was epic.

Then after that I had to spring to the bus stop to get my ass to sunnybank for dad’s birthday dinner at buffet. Teehee, ran into My-Lynn at buffet too (lena didn’t seem awfully happy when I said hello though…) AND… Get this. Chi Hien My and Anh Huu as well! It was the greatest! :D
Chyeahhhhh, then after dinner we all went to the funhouse and went totally crazy and it was an epic day. Haha

21 Nov

In the middle of the day mum’s like ‘LETS GO SHOPPINGZORZ’.

Well she didn’t say it quite like that precisely… But you get what I mean

But ran into Nhu and her mummy shopping and I crashed with Nhu for the day :)
During the shopping trip I bought Keds (my first ever pair!), a singlet and a pair of shorts hurrhurr, I’m going to be so broke :)

And was a lazy bum all day pretty much.

22 Nov (TODAY)

Read my book. Sat on my ass. Watched futurama & Ranma. Zomg my download finally finished! I’ve got all the episodes and movies of Ranma! –social life goes and dies-

And I should be doing chores later on… Because I gotta shower and get ready to go clubbing tonight! Yay! First time at KK… I hope I know what I’m doing.. Hehe

Gonna meet up with Nhu and Kerming early in the night first though… so we can play tekken… hehehe Then hit up fat louie’s maybe karaoke then KK later on in the night…

I hear its going to be crowded though and Lena’s all ‘we gotta go early or there will be a big line’ which sort of translates into ‘I don’t really wanna sit around playing tekken and talking’ but nehhh…

Oh guess what? Tonight, an ex boyfriend will be around! Woohoo! haha haven’t seen him in YEARS… Say… two or three years now? It’ll be nice to see him again and ask how he’s doing haha

Yayyyyy I get to see Yo tonight too maybe if we run into him. Teehee us twins are the best :) Can you believe they tried to sell us off to the strip club on Thursday night? The guys were like ‘WE’RE SELLING THE TWINS TO THE STRIPCLUB, A PACKAGE DEAL!’ Damn those assholes. Hahaha!

Well I gotta get up off my ass now and do something useful maybe. Haha keyword, maybe. Hahah

Ciao!

ALSO, you can see the formal photos at my PUBLIC blog, here.

bow chikka wow wow

I am the bomb.
Hahaha



Went to Mabel Park formal last night, and it was awesome. Seriously. Harr harr, shall upload pics and put up things later when I can find my camera and stuff, but for now I think I gotta go do some chores and prance around in my underpants.




Yeah, I'm not wearing any pants ;)

Sup.

So like, Saturday night we had a party yeah? A conjoint 18th birthday party at alex’s place where we raved and ate BBQ foods and stuff like that. It was pretty awesome. We hung out, played with sparklers (I failed lighting them), lots of food, groupies of the coolest people ever (sadly, not all my favourite people were there) and lots of ‘HEY, HOWS IT GOING, HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN FOREVERRRAHHH’ and it was pretty damn awesome.

I got to Alex’s place pretty early, and met Kelly and Lou and we all bummed around helping here and there where we could and Lou did Alex’s makeup and straightened her hair. Then later, I was targeted by them both and got my hair curled for no apparent reason.

After that people started arriving and it was pretty coooooool to meet everyone again. We talked about our battle scars and such long lost memories for a long time. Then there was the food and cake and sparklers.

Then after that we bummed sipping our alcohol-free beverages, and put on our fancy shoes (No, we didn’t throw them at each other, but it would’ve been awesome if we did) and started heading out to the bus to hit up the Met in the Valley.

An hour on the bus and meeting into a bunch of chicks who could sing ‘Hakuna Matata’ and causing an uproar of horrible vocals from our group, we finally reached our destination. Strutting around the city looking for a bus to the valley, we finally arrived at our FINAL destination.

Then more strutting around the crowded streets of the valley, we headed to the Met where bouncers were standing around outside checking our faces on our IDs and making sure we paid the $15 entry fee….

The music was loud, the people were loud, throats became sore throughout the night, drinks were passed around (and expensive, rip off drinks too, might I add). After a drink, we all headed to the Dragon Room and just danced for pretty much two, almost three, hours straight.

After another drink (or two, or three in some cases), some waist groping (thankfully, no ass groping), a few random ‘hello’s, bumping in strangers, stepping on peoples feet, the euphoria on the dance floor was so epic. The lights, music and alcohol really gets to you.

I can understand why people love going clubbing so much. But the pain in my feet and the spinning in my head wanted me home. So we all headed off at 2am, arrived home at about 4am.
Stumbling into the home, the parents were asleep.

The next morning, the questions came rolling in.

Did you drink? What did you drink? How many drinks did you have? Who went? Were there any boys? Was it fun? Did you dance?

So many questions they asked, and such horrible looking eyes I saw in the mirror! (I didn’t remove the mascara before going to bed.)

Chyeah it was a good night.

And also, today went to centrelink, city with Nando, and came home and did more centrelink form filling out crap. Man, it was boring and lame as and made me want to die.

But seeing Yo today was really cool. I mean, how many times do you get to run into your twin in the city, no? He says he’s gonna drag me to KK, that super asian twin of mine… I’m so not going to fit in. I’m too much of a loser!

Anyhow, I’m going to go to bed soon, its midnight and I have Jason's formal to attend to tomorrow….
Hair & make up, I have much to sort out before I go to bed actually… Another late night… oh dear….

Reminds me of my formal… forced smiles are horrible.

See you soon people, I hope I don’t suicide from over exposure to centrelink and make up.

Ciao.

upon completion of my first year at uni

^Balloons received on my 16th birthday. The picture on the purple balloon is a diagram of Dinh patting me. Haha.

We used to have a little contest in school, whenever we saw each other the person who patted the other first would win. And we'd sometimes get really competitive about who won hahaha

Well now that exams are officially over, I’m ecstatic! And also miserable, too, but hey you can’t have everything.

But I have now completed my first year at university. My god, how time flies. And now it’s already the holidays!

I have many plans for the following weeks and its going to be so exciting if mum lets me out and actually lets me do the things that I want/plan to do over these coming holidays.

First things first! TODAY. Zomg, I had my stats exam today and it was so not fun…. Gave me the hugest headache in the world and I literally could not see the words on the paper in front of me. Thank god I brought my glasses though, but my brain hurt so so much. But I finished the paper in the end…. It was awfully complicated for a few measly calculations… but rah, I wish I could punch the exam paper in the face (if it had one).

Then later met up with Paris, Amanda and Nhu after my exam and we all crashed and went to BWS to buy Tom some JDs as his birthday gift. Then after that we went to go eat sushi and the guys got bored waiting at the guild bar for ages so then we all met up and went to play tekken and waste our lives (and money) on violence.

And then after much tekken time, we finally went to coles to buy meat/steak/salads for the BBQ later at Zach’s place but turns out we were all heading to southbank for the BBQ instead so meh. All the BBQ places were taken so we just walked around and splashed about in the kiddy pools for a while before we settled down onto some grass and literally did nothing but throw slices of bread at each other.

It sucks coz I had to leave before anything fun happened because the mother expected me home early – or risk my chances of going out tomorrow night… but yush, it was sad to leave.
Aaaaaaand tomorrow is Tom’s 19th hurray!

I think it’s time for bed now… I’m exhausted…

I have many quiches to bake tomorrow and a lot of sleep to catch up on… I wish I had better time management, so then I could fit in sleep and study at the same time but alas, I cannot. And therefore stay up until the early hours of the morning for no good reason at all.

Well, goodnight. Ciao.

Quick! Someone get a car to run over this stupid, two timing slut.

LOOOOOOOL

I love Calvin & Hobbes and economics. Hahahaha, love this comic (because I actually understand the economic theory of demand and supply behind it). Best academic comic ever xD

threeeeee days of things that happened

Oh yeah! And I forgot to blog about what happened the days following my birthday didn't I? I knew I forgot something. I didn't want to write anything about anything at all on tumblr because I was worried people might be like 'UHH.. THIS GIRL IS AN ARROGANT ASSHOLE'. But I guess writing here isn't so bad.



Sunday night (7 Nov) (HAPPY 19TH NGHI ZOMG)

HaiYen and AiVan came to visit meeeeeeee and came bearing with much happiness, hugs and a package. That package happened to be the one and only, Adidas Vespa collab kicks. (SO PRETTY). Big thanks to Ko and Peter for pitching in, ohmygosh, I love you guys!



We hung out for a while and just talked about crap and caught up with each other. And then me and AiVan went through her oral examination. Teehee, AiVan was roleplaying as a pharmacist and I was the customer with rabies/rashes/sunburn/warts/mites/etc. Then we went on a macca's run for chips. Hehe



Monday (8 Nov)

Woke up at 8am with Alex calling me and saying 'GOOD MORNING HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WE'RE OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE'. She came with pancakes, caramel, a japanese teapot and teacups and a CK tshirt. And we hung out and chilled for a while before they both had to leave because Alex had an exam later in the day :)



Went to Indro with the mother to pick up my new iPhone4 (It's not that big a deal really, its like any other phone only with games and fancy stuff) and then headed out to the city to wander around for a few hours, read my geisha book and shop for books for gifts for Alex and Nghi. Aesops' Fables and The Wind in the Willows, has anyone read the wind in the willows? It seemed like a nice gift for Alex but I have no idea what the book is about hahaha



Then I continued to wander around and then later ran into Nando and Kong and we bummed like bums and went to see a movie and head home.



Tuesday (9 Nov)

Nando came over and we hung out for part of the day and didn't do much at all but it was rather fun anyway haha.



Haha, I have the best friends in the world. :)

So happyyyyyyyyyy! (And sleepy).

Rawwwr! Cram time!

Buahahahaha. I feel so sleepy... but must study... urgh... hardcore study for the tomorrow and the day after... then I'm totally gonna go own that stats exam on friday afternoon and then go crazy with anxiety and happiness afterwards.

Anxiety for the awaiting the final grades and the organising the party. And the happiness for the completion of my first year at university. Gosh, I hope I don't die.

I just got my results from Intro to psych 1B as well.... Urgh... I was two marks away from getting a grade 5... Stupidest thing ever... TWO GRADES. COME ON.

-dies-

At least the past three days have been epic :)

Fishing, getting sunburnt because I was napping. Book shopping, wandering and movie watching on Monday. Nando visiting today.

Rawwwr, life isn't so bad. :)

Walruso

This is Walruso. The creator of this estranged walrus was Nhu back in the days when we were 16 and used to doodle in the margins of our maths books (in the later years, we doodled everywhere on any spare surface of the book, mind you).

He's a walrus with asian eyes and he motivates us to do our math during classes. Isn't he cute? ...In a strange twisted kind of way.

my taxes & errands face

This is how I feel right now.



That's the face I put on when my mother tells me I gotta go do my taxes and run errands with her.



And I mean errands as in, useful time consuming errands that don't involve her buying me food in exchange for my company.

HAIII MAI NAMES LEANNE. AND I'M HERE TO BLOG ABOUT THE LAME THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME THAT YOU HAVE NO INTEREST IN.

Can you believe it's been two and a half years since this blog? How fast time flies! I remember being in my second last year of high school and I wanted to start blogging/writing/rambling because I thought it sounded like a good idea at the time and I felt I really needed to vent.

And what better way than to keep a diary right? But as much as I enjoy hand writing things, it always gets really tiring to always have to hand write everything and it's even more boring when you're handwriting things AND recounting them.

(Remeber those days when you were in primary school and the teacher gave you a whole hour to write a 50 word summary of your weekend and your weekend would actually be imaginary and totally unrealistic? Eg. 'My weekend was fun. I played with my dog and I throwed a frisbee and he catched it. My dog is smart' ...Yeah, I never had a dog. Ever.)

Well, hand writing a recount is just lame, so I decided to start a blog so I could type up my life instead.

Every single candid post in this blog has totally been unedited and left to grow moudly with regret of happy (deluded) and sad (realistic) memories of friends, rivals, academics, old flames and just useless crap, basically.

Looking back on ye old archives in this blog makes me cringe at what a stupid person I am. And I'm not gonna lie, I avoid reading my old posts because I know I'll feel ashamed of myself for thinking with such immaturity!

But nonetheless, I keep posting updates of my crummy self that makes total nonsensical sense.

HOWEVER....

-conspiracy-

There have been a few posts I haven't put up here because they've just been repeats of what I've already posted. But in the span of two and a half years of this blog, there has been something I've kept hidden my own little diary blog.

Because you see, there are these two guys who are really awesome. And stuff happened, and then everything exploded. (Bits and pieces of my brains have exploded and fallen everywhere and I don't have much capacity to think, let alone deal with interpersonal conflicts.)

But I'm not going to elaborate because I know I'm going to look back on this one day and think 'My God, was I messed up or what?!'

Eh. Oh well.

Anyway, I'm getting sidetracked. This wasn't a post so that I could fill in on any missing details. This post was so acknowledge the passive awesomeness of this blog and how long it's been with me over the years (and many more years to come I'm afraid, because I'm still too lazy to handwrite in a diary).

So, Blog, Man tits, selfcondition.blogspot.com, thisasian, whatever you prefer to be called (personally, I prefer mantits the most) you have been such an epic passive little thing thats kept me alive over these years. You are my own personal autobiography and I love you. What would I do without you?

You serve me as a calendar of the past, remind me of upcoming dates, preserve memories and make me cringe. You're like the best daily planner I ever had minus the time schedules and the boring class timetables!

You're the best.

Kudos, Mantits.

Ciao ♥

HAIIIIIII

Hello to the one awesome person from Saudi Arabia who reads this silly nonsensical blog of mine!

I don't actually know if you really read this or you've just accidentally stumbled on it and thought 'Oh bugger, another dumb pop up' or whatnot. But it feels awesome knowing someone totally random reads my ramblings!

So... HELLO. YOU ARE AWESOMELY ANONYMOUS AND IT BLOWS MY MIND.

^My new wallpaper
Isn't it pretty? Found it on donbooru looking up Pokemon

Anyway...

Blah. I'm studying :)
I don't know why I'm posting I don't have anything to say.
Oh... I can't wait for the holidays though... this is killing me. Holidays should come real soon.... I don't want to wait any longer!!!