oh more drama!
gah, i hate this whole...things happening thing, why can't things just STAY normal for a while?! >_<
gehh...
as many may know, a week ago it was VALENTINES DAY
so happy belated valentines day to all, even though nobody reads this..
anyway, mega hecka drama happened last week
remember the guy in the polo tshirt ? my dearest good friend *bleeped his name out*
well yeah, he likes this girl, and he got her a gift for vday...
of which gift i GLADLY managed to get him a discount and free offer for! all thanks to my acquantances working at the stall at the new years festival that he actually got her that gift, ALL THANKS TO ME.... frustration much...
well he got her a gift, gave it to her, but he was turned down, poor guy
makes me kinda sad knowing he wasn't too happy, but he's alright now...
and for some reason, i can't get over it, why? because i'm waiting for something, i dont even know WHAT, sif he'll end up wanting me i know that much! but i'm waiting for something still
and what makes it all worse is... maybe i'm falling for someone else now...OH THIS IS STUPID.
but he's so nice..and sweet..
i swear ! i hate cliche
but this was very cliche, 4 days ago, me and 2 friends went to the village nearby to bum around for a while, and 'him' and his friends were there, as i bought sushi for my friend he gave me 2 bucks to buy him some sushi too, so blah blah blah, i ended up dropping my roll of sushi
*stupid me*
i'm so clumsy
but we ate the dropped roll anyway, kinda icky i know, but who cares
then he walks up with a california roll in a plastic sushi box and hands it to me
i asked 'what for?'
and he says 'i'm sorry' blah blah blah, i can't even remember what he said because i was too busy staring at his face as he apologised and did his little...mocking face, [literally, this is not my imagination, he makes funny faces on purpose when you're talking to him sometimes, its so funny, but you wouldn't understand..hahaha]
and yeah, i just laughed and said thanks.. i guess?
well I DONT KNOW, its not just this that made me think this way ! ..i just dont know..
super ultra mega confused right now, i have to get over *polo tshirt guy*
but it doens't help if i end up wanting someone else too!
ohh..this is bad.... gehh..what now?!?!
argh, i dont know, neither of them like me back, i'm PRETTY SURE they dont, but i'll just have to hold on and see what happens then ayy?
well..here goes plunging into nothingness.. >_<
bye for now~ :D
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
update!
how far we've come! two months since this things even been lookd at!
the hype of exams are long over, and the holidays have come and gone, two days left until year 12 pressures us all!
how exciting =_=
but still, so much will be happening this year, and i mean EVERYTHING
from the school things like exams and assignments and teachers, to other social events like chinese new year! [ which is tomorrow ]
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
aaand... festivals, fetes, day trips here and there..and the big one, the formal
what now? what do you do at formals anyway? eat... listen to boring principals talk for a while, then talk...and what then? besides all the photo ops, what do formals REALLY consist of?
and why we spend so much time, money and effort to look so good for it? all the preparation for the 'perfect skin' or the right time to go to the hairdresser, let alone the right hairdresser to go to! or the perfect dress and colour and style
but most of all... the perfect date
what do we expect in a perfect date?! how would i know?
like anybody out there is gonna help me figure all this out, but why worry now right? its still 8 months away, we'll let whatever happens happen :P and when the time comes i'll deal with it :]
easy peasy :]
and on top of that, ohmygosh... mega confusing ultra what-the moments!
okay, i'm gonna continue being immature and say i 'like' this particular person
so...OHMYGOSH. i think he likes someone else
and i should get over it
its not even confusing! its so straightforward, i should really get over him...
i'll try
*i'm working on it*
well off for now~ byee~~
the hype of exams are long over, and the holidays have come and gone, two days left until year 12 pressures us all!
how exciting =_=
but still, so much will be happening this year, and i mean EVERYTHING
from the school things like exams and assignments and teachers, to other social events like chinese new year! [ which is tomorrow ]
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
aaand... festivals, fetes, day trips here and there..and the big one, the formal
what now? what do you do at formals anyway? eat... listen to boring principals talk for a while, then talk...and what then? besides all the photo ops, what do formals REALLY consist of?
and why we spend so much time, money and effort to look so good for it? all the preparation for the 'perfect skin' or the right time to go to the hairdresser, let alone the right hairdresser to go to! or the perfect dress and colour and style
but most of all... the perfect date
what do we expect in a perfect date?! how would i know?
like anybody out there is gonna help me figure all this out, but why worry now right? its still 8 months away, we'll let whatever happens happen :P and when the time comes i'll deal with it :]
easy peasy :]
and on top of that, ohmygosh... mega confusing ultra what-the moments!
okay, i'm gonna continue being immature and say i 'like' this particular person
so...OHMYGOSH. i think he likes someone else
and i should get over it
its not even confusing! its so straightforward, i should really get over him...
i'll try
*i'm working on it*
well off for now~ byee~~
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
goodness..
dear blog of goodness and stress relief and ramblings,
welcome to the world of examination! and my goodness....
events? plenty.
examinations start at the end of this week, better get studying why am i blogging anyway?
year 12 friends are leaving *tear*
a whole new dimension of studying, assessments and exams
and another whole new dimension of organising plans and parties
ohmygoshh...doesn't sound like much but its totally crazy right now, everyday is stressful and oh so painful
epic fail on my exams, but the year 12s are leaving, its really sad i wish they wouldn't leave, the year has been so much fun and we've had so many memories together, i only wish we could make more. what would i do without them? and i dont think i'm ready to be a senior anyway..
gah i wish i'd be able to ramble on some more about my depressing life at the moment, but since i have some legal to write and some hardout english essay drafts to write and that physics study, and biology memorisation, and legal case studies, and maths derivatives and art journals that need to be updated and evaluated
adios, for my stack of books and study are calling
welcome to the world of examination! and my goodness....
events? plenty.
examinations start at the end of this week, better get studying why am i blogging anyway?
year 12 friends are leaving *tear*
a whole new dimension of studying, assessments and exams
and another whole new dimension of organising plans and parties
ohmygoshh...doesn't sound like much but its totally crazy right now, everyday is stressful and oh so painful
epic fail on my exams, but the year 12s are leaving, its really sad i wish they wouldn't leave, the year has been so much fun and we've had so many memories together, i only wish we could make more. what would i do without them? and i dont think i'm ready to be a senior anyway..
gah i wish i'd be able to ramble on some more about my depressing life at the moment, but since i have some legal to write and some hardout english essay drafts to write and that physics study, and biology memorisation, and legal case studies, and maths derivatives and art journals that need to be updated and evaluated
adios, for my stack of books and study are calling
Saturday, October 11, 2008
camp outs, bogans most importantly: drop bears
oh leadership camp, something i've been looking forward to all year. an exhilarating experience i might say, from all the jokes and laughter to the troubles of waterproofing packs and bags, and repacking and rewaterproofing everything so that you dont happen to capsize in canoes, the team work, the friendships, the progress of an individual and relationships with others. only we grow closer as we work together right?
being the 'i want to be challenged and go for it' type, i chose a 2 night out camp out
i regretted it at first, but during the whole trip, nothing was regretted
getting to base camp, taking a 2.5 hour bus trip and falling asleep, every hour having a certain someone slap you gently and then yell in your ear REALLY wakes someone up; not much sleep was achieved during that bus ride
once we got there, we had morning tea and packed and waterproofed our bags all while the camp leaders were trying to mentally prepare us for the 8km canoe to our first camp site
approximately 3 hours of canoeing in circles and much improvement later, it was decided as groups 3 and 4 were staying together while camping out! once settled and landed our canoes, tents were set up, dinner was being prepared, with everyone craving showers and having no luck! after dinner, the groups just bummed around; together with a few guy friends and my camping buddy we shared a few jokes around until both camp leaders proposed a mini bonfire and marshmallows
and i think this was where it all started; the marshmallows, setting up the bonfire, having never tried toasted marshmallows before which are very delectable! deciding to share my third marshmallow with my friend, whom never has tried toasted marshmallows either, fed him my little burnt marshmallow on a stick, does such a simple act cause your heart to beat so fast? it shouldn't should it? but it did.
after much hanging around and sitting at the base of a tree; a witty comment about bogans and torches arised: "every three seconds you gotta turn on your torch and check for bogans"
hahahaha hilarious that was!
going to bed fairly late that night, woke up early next morning, prepared breakfast etc the two groups split up. one took the canoe, hike and canoe, the other went canoeing and straight hiking
our group canoed, then hiked and canoed some more. canoeing in total approximately 3 - 5kms and hiking 10kms to fig tree point was tiring as hell. the other group suffered more though, lucky them *sarcasm*
eventually reaching the second camp point, we set up for dinner etc, afterwards sitting on a park bench in the middle of nowhere: "pass me my LED torch, i'm gonna check for drop bears" being curious, i asked "what are drop bears?"
he explained "drop bears are bears that climb into the trees then they fall on their prey and paralyse them and eat them"
he seemed pretty serious, but by the time i got into my sleeping bag that night i realised "wait a second, we dont have bears in australia"
hahahahahahah, funny stuff that was , the next morning we left for the original base camp meeting up with him again i asked "hey did you take it seriously about te drop bears thing?"
turns out he took it seriously, when he realised there weren't any bears in australia he looked slightly embarrassed and humiliated, ahhahhaha good memories though
that night after arriving was our 'semi formal' dinner of pasta and chocolate cake and cream dessert, after much small portions of food, leadership and team work activities and a 15minute rave dance we all headed back to either bed or supper
through much leadership activities i developed a love for piggybacks, walking to supper and dinner that night i made most people i know piggy back me, turns out the guy i fancy has a '16 year old body, but a 60 year old back' hahahhahah oh that loser. hahaah
piggybacks are way fun though, but the next morning we left camp, at midday we all boarded the bus. situated with my friend, think of it, your VERY sleepy and the two people behind you [including the guy i liked] both had pillows, switching bus buddies i got shoved with him.
he woulddn't share his pillow, so i used my jumper and tried to sleep, it didn't quite work but somehow falling asleep on his shoulder and him falling asleep on me with a pillow between us...
not quite sure how it all happened, but thats what happened, so now back from camp, tired and sore, not mentally prepared for what i want within myself
lets make a small list of what i learnt:
1. always choose to sleep in the same tent with someone who doens't snore
2. make sure the supervising teacher doens't snore
3. check for bogans
4. bears dont live in australia
5. the bare necessities only last you 3 days and 2 nights
6. cream cheese and premium crackers taste good together
7. and so does fresh toast dipped in hot chocolate
8. i now have an acquired taste for honey
9. piggybacks are loads of fun
10. wild kangaroos are bigger than they seem
11. bus rides are very sleepy
12. but are much more comfortable when your sleeping on someones shoulder
13. packing up tents is lots harder than putting up one
14. packing up tents when its raining and windy is even harder
15. KFC tastes great after camp
16. suppressing urges to cuddle people is a lot harder than it looks
17. suppressing your heart to misbehave its normal beating pattern is even harder
18. i am an independant individual
19. i am in complete denial about my feelings towards some people
20. i missed my teddybear, sebastian, a lot during the trip
21. missing others while they're sleeping in a tent 50metres away is quite easy to achieve also
well thats 21 things i've learnt so far along with a lot of other things but they're the things that stand out the most, i enjoyed the camp very much and i wont forget it
congrats to all those who did their best and enjoyed the camp also, i now understand the concept of not giving up and the many advantages and disadvantages of teamwork and individual work
if anything, changes will happen soon, i only hope they're good changes, with optimism everything will be seen as a good change!
until then~
PS. i have finally admitted i MAY have a certain thing for a certains someone * ^^ *
being the 'i want to be challenged and go for it' type, i chose a 2 night out camp out
i regretted it at first, but during the whole trip, nothing was regretted
getting to base camp, taking a 2.5 hour bus trip and falling asleep, every hour having a certain someone slap you gently and then yell in your ear REALLY wakes someone up; not much sleep was achieved during that bus ride
once we got there, we had morning tea and packed and waterproofed our bags all while the camp leaders were trying to mentally prepare us for the 8km canoe to our first camp site
approximately 3 hours of canoeing in circles and much improvement later, it was decided as groups 3 and 4 were staying together while camping out! once settled and landed our canoes, tents were set up, dinner was being prepared, with everyone craving showers and having no luck! after dinner, the groups just bummed around; together with a few guy friends and my camping buddy we shared a few jokes around until both camp leaders proposed a mini bonfire and marshmallows
and i think this was where it all started; the marshmallows, setting up the bonfire, having never tried toasted marshmallows before which are very delectable! deciding to share my third marshmallow with my friend, whom never has tried toasted marshmallows either, fed him my little burnt marshmallow on a stick, does such a simple act cause your heart to beat so fast? it shouldn't should it? but it did.
after much hanging around and sitting at the base of a tree; a witty comment about bogans and torches arised: "every three seconds you gotta turn on your torch and check for bogans"
hahahaha hilarious that was!
going to bed fairly late that night, woke up early next morning, prepared breakfast etc the two groups split up. one took the canoe, hike and canoe, the other went canoeing and straight hiking
our group canoed, then hiked and canoed some more. canoeing in total approximately 3 - 5kms and hiking 10kms to fig tree point was tiring as hell. the other group suffered more though, lucky them *sarcasm*
eventually reaching the second camp point, we set up for dinner etc, afterwards sitting on a park bench in the middle of nowhere: "pass me my LED torch, i'm gonna check for drop bears" being curious, i asked "what are drop bears?"
he explained "drop bears are bears that climb into the trees then they fall on their prey and paralyse them and eat them"
he seemed pretty serious, but by the time i got into my sleeping bag that night i realised "wait a second, we dont have bears in australia"
hahahahahahah, funny stuff that was , the next morning we left for the original base camp meeting up with him again i asked "hey did you take it seriously about te drop bears thing?"
turns out he took it seriously, when he realised there weren't any bears in australia he looked slightly embarrassed and humiliated, ahhahhaha good memories though
that night after arriving was our 'semi formal' dinner of pasta and chocolate cake and cream dessert, after much small portions of food, leadership and team work activities and a 15minute rave dance we all headed back to either bed or supper
through much leadership activities i developed a love for piggybacks, walking to supper and dinner that night i made most people i know piggy back me, turns out the guy i fancy has a '16 year old body, but a 60 year old back' hahahhahah oh that loser. hahaah
piggybacks are way fun though, but the next morning we left camp, at midday we all boarded the bus. situated with my friend, think of it, your VERY sleepy and the two people behind you [including the guy i liked] both had pillows, switching bus buddies i got shoved with him.
he woulddn't share his pillow, so i used my jumper and tried to sleep, it didn't quite work but somehow falling asleep on his shoulder and him falling asleep on me with a pillow between us...
not quite sure how it all happened, but thats what happened, so now back from camp, tired and sore, not mentally prepared for what i want within myself
lets make a small list of what i learnt:
1. always choose to sleep in the same tent with someone who doens't snore
2. make sure the supervising teacher doens't snore
3. check for bogans
4. bears dont live in australia
5. the bare necessities only last you 3 days and 2 nights
6. cream cheese and premium crackers taste good together
7. and so does fresh toast dipped in hot chocolate
8. i now have an acquired taste for honey
9. piggybacks are loads of fun
10. wild kangaroos are bigger than they seem
11. bus rides are very sleepy
12. but are much more comfortable when your sleeping on someones shoulder
13. packing up tents is lots harder than putting up one
14. packing up tents when its raining and windy is even harder
15. KFC tastes great after camp
16. suppressing urges to cuddle people is a lot harder than it looks
17. suppressing your heart to misbehave its normal beating pattern is even harder
18. i am an independant individual
19. i am in complete denial about my feelings towards some people
20. i missed my teddybear, sebastian, a lot during the trip
21. missing others while they're sleeping in a tent 50metres away is quite easy to achieve also
well thats 21 things i've learnt so far along with a lot of other things but they're the things that stand out the most, i enjoyed the camp very much and i wont forget it
congrats to all those who did their best and enjoyed the camp also, i now understand the concept of not giving up and the many advantages and disadvantages of teamwork and individual work
if anything, changes will happen soon, i only hope they're good changes, with optimism everything will be seen as a good change!
until then~
PS. i have finally admitted i MAY have a certain thing for a certains someone * ^^ *
Monday, September 29, 2008
curious as to why
ohmyBARF.
been a while since my last blog, and eruption of pissed-ness. update~ one week into the school holidays! tired, city? awesome.
curious as to why even your the only chick with 5 other guys at the city, but it was awesome.
well, just going out was awesome, but the guys?
1. *drool*, the totally awesome guy in a totally awesome polo shirt and whoops ass at pool [ more *drool* ]
2. average funny nice guy
3. dramatic fun guy
4. lame annoying guy, nice at heart
5. the guy i'm meant to totally loathe, but he ends up shouting a round of pool
but all in all, it was loads of fun~
jaywalking
sprinting to the train
playing lazy tiggy
playing pool
walking far and wide for no reason
reminiscence of barney the purple dinosaur
adding numbers with barney the dinosaur...
and making bets on who sinks more pool balls
ahh yeah...good times, if only ...
hahaha *drool* at the guy in the polo shirt
anyways~ i'm off~
byebyes
been a while since my last blog, and eruption of pissed-ness. update~ one week into the school holidays! tired, city? awesome.
curious as to why even your the only chick with 5 other guys at the city, but it was awesome.
well, just going out was awesome, but the guys?
1. *drool*, the totally awesome guy in a totally awesome polo shirt and whoops ass at pool [ more *drool* ]
2. average funny nice guy
3. dramatic fun guy
4. lame annoying guy, nice at heart
5. the guy i'm meant to totally loathe, but he ends up shouting a round of pool
but all in all, it was loads of fun~
jaywalking
sprinting to the train
playing lazy tiggy
playing pool
walking far and wide for no reason
reminiscence of barney the purple dinosaur
adding numbers with barney the dinosaur...
and making bets on who sinks more pool balls
ahh yeah...good times, if only ...
hahaha *drool* at the guy in the polo shirt
anyways~ i'm off~
byebyes
Friday, September 12, 2008
good morning sweet sunshine
good morning thereeeeeeeee... yes its 9.11pm, and its totally morning
argh, wanna hear about my day and listen to me rant? well tomorrow night is the moon festival, a social event for those who love meeting up with old friends unexpectedly, attendance is crucial of course, but then again tagalongs and bump - into's are great
just trying not to expect anything too good out of it, coz knowing me something crappy might happen, you never know, but i should just sleep on it and not care right? i should, but somethings bothering me i dont know what
but if anything eventful happens tomorrow night i shall let my blog know
but besides that, i'm REALLY lacking sleep now, pranking people and bothering them on their phones...well not quite 'people' more like 'person' in particular but you know..?
we even have our own little game we play, you call them, say something quick, then hang up, they'd do the same and it goes on for ages
rather immature really but its WAY fun,
and what else is really cute? the way he says 'bye' before he hangs up
with a soft tone, a sweet and melodious 'bye' ... with me its always goodbyes isn't it? hello's just dont cut it for me anymore =_=
i am so weird. i hope this isn't a freaking middle school crush or anything, bah, who cares, i'm not thinking about it anymore, not worth it *nods* it isn't worth the trouble
until next time, [ while i ponder on a few thoughts about our situation ]
argh, wanna hear about my day and listen to me rant? well tomorrow night is the moon festival, a social event for those who love meeting up with old friends unexpectedly, attendance is crucial of course, but then again tagalongs and bump - into's are great
just trying not to expect anything too good out of it, coz knowing me something crappy might happen, you never know, but i should just sleep on it and not care right? i should, but somethings bothering me i dont know what
but if anything eventful happens tomorrow night i shall let my blog know
but besides that, i'm REALLY lacking sleep now, pranking people and bothering them on their phones...well not quite 'people' more like 'person' in particular but you know..?
we even have our own little game we play, you call them, say something quick, then hang up, they'd do the same and it goes on for ages
rather immature really but its WAY fun,
and what else is really cute? the way he says 'bye' before he hangs up
with a soft tone, a sweet and melodious 'bye' ... with me its always goodbyes isn't it? hello's just dont cut it for me anymore =_=
i am so weird. i hope this isn't a freaking middle school crush or anything, bah, who cares, i'm not thinking about it anymore, not worth it *nods* it isn't worth the trouble
until next time, [ while i ponder on a few thoughts about our situation ]
Thursday, September 11, 2008
late night phone calls
good morning all, are we sleepy?
coz i know i am >_<" staying up until 1 am for no apparent reason gahh...staying up talking on the phone, and i know two weeks from now, the phone calls will go into morning and further on..meaning no sleep for quite a while...argh whyy? i'm in denial, staying on the phone with some guy until late doens't mean i have any affection for him whatsoever
yeah thats right :]
but for now i shall continue doing my chores while i have the time >_> bah..
oh by the way, moon festival this weekend on saturday~ exciting~ ..but i'm not quite that excited =_=
just tired, lack of sleep, i should stop staring at my phone =_=
anywayyy i shall go *nods*
byebyes for now my super fantasmical online diary of bloggy-ness
coz i know i am >_<" staying up until 1 am for no apparent reason gahh...staying up talking on the phone, and i know two weeks from now, the phone calls will go into morning and further on..meaning no sleep for quite a while...argh whyy? i'm in denial, staying on the phone with some guy until late doens't mean i have any affection for him whatsoever
yeah thats right :]
but for now i shall continue doing my chores while i have the time >_> bah..
oh by the way, moon festival this weekend on saturday~ exciting~ ..but i'm not quite that excited =_=
just tired, lack of sleep, i should stop staring at my phone =_=
anywayyy i shall go *nods*
byebyes for now my super fantasmical online diary of bloggy-ness
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