oh wow now this is pretty trippy :O *fido's first ever blog*
...kinda too stupid to realise what blogging is, she decided to give it a go
well onto things coz i dont really wanna just sit back and think of what to write otherwise i'll start sounding like a complete dork and probably adding in song lyrics and quotes [how corny =_=]
gah, i'd love to vent about my lately musings of school and love...or lust or like or whatever you call it, how would you know if it was love/lust or whatever it is anyways?
honestly, how do you tell if you really LIKE someone? [i'm using childish terms, i know] is it when you try to make someone jealous and use someone else for it? or when you pick on them and call them homo or gay all the time? or always trying to bite them? and kicking them, punching them, or cuddling a stuffed animal because it reminds you of them?
because its all happened >_> which is pretty gay, i'm pretty immature in the way i act and stuff, i mean really... *gasp*
but being so i'm in denial, i dont like anybody AT ALL, coz thats how i roll YO. boys are stupid anyway, i have a best friend who has a boyfriend, he straightens his sideburns coz they 'curl to the side', exfoliates, tones, rather emotional the way he talks, fixes his girlfriends 'taste in clothes' when needed, and lets her apply chapstick on him.
sometimes i wonder if he's queer... overall he's a nice guy, just more emotional and exfoliative than most
woah, and big question, how do you interpret this: you have a business conference at school where, instead of wearing the normal school uniform you must wear business attire and everyone thinks you look fine even though your freaking out a bit if your underdressing but the guy your friend has been spreading rumours about you being in love with him says "you look funny"
what does that mean? 'you look funny'?
boys are stupid
another example, i have a close friend whos going out with this guy, she leaves to travel a country over the holidays and returns home late about 3 weeks into school. in that space of time, her boyfriends moved away from her, talks to 'amanda' the biggest ho in year 10, barely talks to his girlfriend let alone show affection, and one day gives his girlfriend a death stare? what exactly does that mean?
i dont quite get the whole relationship thing, but if i were ever in one, i'd try to make my decisions carefully, and now i sound like a total stuck up asshole but i'm honestly, not THAT stuck up, more of a ditzy, clumsy, loud, crazy, happy and optimistic person just losing their mind through a blog and expressing a few thoughts thats all :]
blogs are harmless right? for some reason, i'm rather ashamed of having a blog, what if someone finds out ? my reputation will go down the drain, these are personal stories i really dont want to get burned for a few thoughts, i hope this goes down well
until next time..
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