ohmygosh, oh happy day, the weather of todays was absolutely wonderful, sunny yet cloudy all at the same time, a lovely sunrise and sunset i've witnessed this since i arose at 6.30 this morning for some stupid reason...
moving on, today i feel unbelieveably stupid, this physics work is confusing as hell and all i can do is stare at my friends green pencil case which we traded. He now uses my pink pencil-shaped pencil case, what a manly guy my friend is >_>
and maybe, just maybe if i keep staring at it long enough something miraculous will happen, maybe i'll understand all this work, cruise through all my exams, live a life without love triangles, fix everyones personality traits that bug me, and everyone will be compassionate and live on rainbows; grow fairy wings and learn to fly
i wish, right?
i mean seriously, staring at a pencil case ain't gonna fix anything in this world, i should get back to my studies, which is pretty gay and what else thats really gay? jersey names, everyones all freaked out and materialized by what they're gonna put on their jerseys for 2009, i wonder why i'm not bothering with this? maybe i'm not materialized enough, maybe i like who i am the way i am now, maybe i'm too sombre? am i?
what would look good on a jersey and make an impression?
for some reason, i honestly dont care, i've screwed up my year 9 jersey, thanks a lot to a friend who is overly exhausting, she talks WAY too much for anyone i know, self centred and completly delusional but at least she tries to understand, but damn as hell is she annoying. being the idiot i am, i listened to her word of advice:
"put 'dreamer' on your jersey, coz your always spacing out in class"
way to go, now i look like a total ditz i'm never wearing that jersey again
is that materialized enough? this materialization reminds me of msn jargon
the same girl constantly tells me 'i imitate people, i dont know why' makes me think she's using that as an excuse to copy other people coz she can't find her own thing, so she copies other people, it pisses me off.
what pisses me off more? she says 'LOL' literally, LOL as in a *lole* sound, why can't you just laugh like a normal person? you complete retard, is our society really overridden with these useless technology terms? makes me wonder, is it really our society? or is it just her attention seeking self? or maybe its me, maybe its my line of thought
who even has a line of thought? well thats just my opinion, am i making excuses? i hope not, excuses are for the pathetic.
apologies for the pessimism today, though the weather was wonderful
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