crushed

oh this is awful!

physics prac... 5 and a half out of TEN.

not good at ALL
and whats worse, my QCS practice! i so failllllllled... >_< the marker fully dissed my written taskk! was it THAT bad?!?! okay it was, but she could have been nicer, i want to cry...

oh this is so hard right now...!
everything is so messed up, i wish i could study harder right now, i REALLY need to focus but i can't DO ANYTHING
my brain just wont work! ...so many things to do... so tired... so hard.. but i know i'm going to get through all this now...

but...arghhh... i wish i were at school right now.. school makes things seem better because you dont have to worry about other subjects and assignments in a class except for the assessment in that class ONLY.

gahhhhhh.. i cna't do this... and.. and .. what am i? BOY CRAZY? theres something wrong with me! ...stupid guys, guys are stupid!
i really need to focus now..i shouldn't even be blogging..thisi s gay.

gonna shower and start my art assessment which was well...the draft was due TODAY.

well theres no use worrying if i'm not doing anything about it!...here goes nothing, wish me luck~