my dream

school dance 09

(27 march)

CODAT

(25 march)

good morning! omg guess what? exams and stuff are over! except for english and physics prac, but no matter! hooray ! exciting stuff! one more week of school and term one will be officially over! hooray! looking forward to the holidays and a break in between these crazy stress releases during school

but onto other things non-school related! my dream

ohmygosh, remmeber emile? yeah well i remember him, i had a dream about him *big shocked face*

wanna hear it? well it doens't matter, i'm telling anyway!

well, i woke up in this bed, in this house, and it looked familiar, it wasn't my room, but it looked familiar, and it was a massive house!

and turns out, there were a few asian parents and aunts/uncles, family relatives etc downstairs in a ballroom! having a party! so i figured it was a family party, but someone had mentioned 'ice festival' and i as i heard this.. i walked around looking around to find where i was!

righteo, and i stumbled back to the room, and noticed to the window to the room was absolute huge, so i looked out of it and guess what?

an ice festival in the very backyard of the house

the yard was huge, the grass lush and green with little formed dew drops, a blow up pool the size of a ...well -normal- sized pool with water and platforms and ice statues hung everywhere, complete with vendors, an ice castle that was walkthrough-able, games, food, anything a festival would have really, and the absolutely beautiful mist that hung over the entire festival, all in the backyard!

it was amazing

but for some reason, i figured... emile was around somewhere! for some reason, i knew he was there, just not..there there! so i decided to go look for him, and stumbled across two little children i asked them where he was and if they'd seen him andthey replied 'no, but you should go find him then!' and smiled cheerfully and ran away to play

so i went looking for him, in this huge house, checking every room, opening doors, turning door knobs, turning on lights looking for him

and in the end, i couldn't find him and the family relatives left to attend the ice festival, and i felt too down to go with them so i stayed back in the room i woke up in and played final fantasy on PS2

rahter strange a dream do you think?

lets ask dreammoods!

dreammoods

well...

search: To dream that you are searching for something, signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. You may be searching for love, spiritual enlightenment, peace or even a solution to a problem.

ice : To see ice in your dream, suggests that you are lacking a flow of ideas and thoughts. You are not seeing in progress in your life. Alternatively, you may be feeling emotionally paralyzed or rigid. You need to let your feelings be known.

bedroom: To dream that you are in the bedroom, signifies aspects of your self that you keep private. It is also indicative of your sexual nature and intimate relations.

festival : To dream that you are at festival, symbolizes happiness, celebration and joviality. You are in a good place in your life right now.

video game: To dream that you are playing a video game, represents your ability to manipulate others into doing what you want them to do. Alternatively, it suggests that you are trying to escape and not confront the stress and problems in your real life. Consider the type of video game for additional insights.

so...apparently, i'm looking for love, but lacking thoughts and progress in life and must let my love be known. and when i do let this 'love' be known, then i will have/not have intimate relations and enjoy happiness and celebration and i can manipulate people and try to avoid stress

phew, thats a lot to take in...

so maybe i like him, so maybe i should tell him? bah, i dont know, who cares =_=

i want to watch full house :]

PS. codat was fun, nothing interesting happened besides people stealing my shoe and emile offering to drive me home and this girl being one who thinks she's very close and intimate with other people but she's not coz she's a homo :]

and the dance was really boring, nobody rocked up but i had fun in the last 3 songs :]

but no big deal, the biggest deal was that dream, it was so vivid and weird... it was so real..

anyway! gonna go watch my full house now, byyye!