Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Monday, April 27, 2009

my 90

1. What was the highlight of your week? Sunday, of all impacting events.
2. Whose car were you in last? my mothers probably.
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? The next time I'd want to see him, probably.
4. What color shirt are you wearing? Green.
5. How long is your hair? Medium.
6. Are you good looking? Depends on what you think.
7. Last movie you watched? Pocahontas.
8. Who were you with? Sebastian, my teddy bear.
9. Last thing you ate? Rice & Panadol (depends if panadol is food).
10. Last thing you drank? Water.
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? 2 months ago.
12. Who came over last? Lena.
13. Are you happy right now? Sure am.
14. What did you say last? Not sure.
15. Where is your phone? Beside my pillow.
16. What color are your eyes? Brown.
17. Are you left-handed? Ambidextrous.
18. Spell your name without vowels: Lnn.
19. Do you have any pets? No.
20. Favorite Vacation? Anywhere with the people i love most.
21. What do you dislike currently? Studying.
22. What are you listening to? One Trust - The Last Goodnight.
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? To see him.
24. What is your favorite scent? CKin2u by calvin klein.
25. Who makes you happiest? Haiyen, Aivan, Lena, Jason.
26. What were you doing at midnight last night? In bed, thinking about how much happened in one day.
27. When is your birthday? 8th November 1992.
28. Who has the same phone as you? Alex, a Samsung.
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool? A very long time.
30. Do you read your horoscope? From time to time.
31. Where was the last place you bought something? Area58, to pay for photos.
32. How do you feel about your hair right now? That the fringe should sit on the left, not the right.
33. Do you bite your nails? No.
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery? No.
35. Do you have any expensive jewelery? This is a repeated question.
36. Myspace or facebook? Facebook, yes.
37. How fast have you driven a car? Only about 50-60km/hr, because i'm a noob and on my L plates.
38. Have you ever smoked? No, and i don't plan to.
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school? Maths and HPE.
40. Do you have Verizon? Wtf is that.
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? The dorky and cute, or the friendship based kind.
42. Do you have any hidden talents? I can yell penis really loudly.
43. Favorite Song? At the moment, Ai Otsuka's 'Cherish'.
44. Do you like to sing at all? Yes.
45. Dream Job? Not sure yet.
46. Where does most of your family live? In Brisbane and Vietnam.
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? Only child.
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? Slightly, but not most of the time.
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? 'five more minutes....'
50. Do you drink? No.
51. Know any other languages? Vietnamese.
52. Ever write a coded message? In lemon juice, yes.
53. Have you ever been IN a wedding? As the flowergirl and official bubble blower, yes.
54. Do you have any children? Goodness, no.
55. Did you take a nap today? No.
56. Who has the same birthday as you? Dion.
57. Ever met anyone famous before? No.
58. Do you want to be famous one day? No.
59. Any Pet Peeves? Probably not.
60. Are you multitasking right now? Sure am, with MSN.
61. Do you like Britany Spears? She's alright.
62. What is your least favorite chore? Ironing or anything related to having my mother yell at me to do.
63. Last place you drove your car? In and around Middle Park.
64. Ever been out of the country? Sure have.
65. Where were you born? Brisbane.
66. Could you handle being in the military? No way.
67. What is your average cell phone bill? $30 for two months.
68. Who are you thinking about right now? Jasonface.
69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard? Saturday night, bluffing on MSN with Lena.
70. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 3 pairs, including school shoes.
71. Are your toes always painted? No.
72. How many piercings do you have? One set.
73. What are you doing today? School, QCS workshop.
74. Have you ever been gambling? No, unless Bingo counts.
75. When is the last time you updated your page? Before.
76. Do you like rollercoasters? Heck no.
77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world? Dreamworld, Seaworld, Movieworld & Underwater World.
78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character? Donald Duck!
79. Last thing you cooked? Can't remember that far.
80. How's the weather? Dark and cold.
81. Do you e-mail? Yes.
82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? Countless things, probably.
83. Last time you were sick? A few weeks ago.
84. What states have you lived in? Queensland.
85. Do you wish you could move? No.
86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes?
87. What is your dream car? Honda City.
88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have? Sure have.
89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? Somewhere else but here.
90. Are you happy with your life? Pretty much.

PS. its Haiyens birthday tomorrow! i MUST call her in the morning before school to wish her all the best on her 17th!

Yes.

yesterday, me and lena decided to have a study day! one with her, me, dinh, colin, max and of course, jason.
sitting around the grassy area outside the art museum and state library, lying on him he asked
'when will i get your answer'
'when do you want it?'
'when you're ready'
'what if i'm ready now? like, right now, do you want to know now?'
'i dont know, when you want'
and so i smiled and said 'yeah..'

and so... after a year of shitty little crushes and nothingness, i'm attached. on the 26th of April 2009
and so we spent the day together, without the studying because we all had headaches and ducked out of it, to go play pool at cue city and MT
duh, we all looked really noob at pool because jason and max were so pro and had awesome games together and made everyones pool self esteem drop
and i couldn't even drive on manual at MT because i was so nervous playing with jason there, so in the end dinh and jason changed my gears for me because i was so distracted on how i was turning, whether or not i was braking or meant to be changing gears
i am such a noob.

as well as that, all in less than a week, i've lost my first cheek kiss, and a real kiss
my first ever kiss.
i'd never expect i'd lose it to him though, but theres a few things i learnt from being with him
  • kisses are wet
  • kisses are sweet
  • his lips are soft (corny!)
  • he's gentle
  • he's very smooth
  • he's the sweetest thing ever

that...and the fact that he told me something shitty happened today, something to do with Ellie (his ex) and maybe she hates me because i'm going out with him now

gosh. the horrors of teenage life

but i kinda spaced out, i space out at the best of times when i really need to be paying attention. but for sure, its not a good thing that she hates my guts. but really, its her problem isn't it? she had him, and she lost him because she didn't have a good enough relationship with her. its not really my problem whatever it is about her really. so i dont know, but i really hope he'll be okay about it, i didn't want to ruin things for him and i wish him all the best

and hopefully, this relationship will last longer than my last (3 weeks, how pathetic, if it weren't for asian parents it might have last longer... but its too late now) and i'm sure things will turn out fine.

and if not, i really hope they do.

i'm so into him, and i can't help it. Swoon.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

tomorrow

TOMORROW will be sunday the 26th april 2009

the day which i will be going with lena to the state library after tutor to ...study some more basically
but tomorrow, something else will be happening, a meet up with jasonface
and an answer to his question

and god knows, i have no idea what to say still
i was thinking yes, because i like him too and he's funny, nice, caring etc
but i have this thing with conversation, where if someone can't carry a conversation well then they're not really the person for me.. you know? and i'm just being really picky i guess

but sometimes conversation with him goes really well, and other times we're both too tired to talk but we still want to anyway. which is a waste of credit really, but what can you do?

but i'm not sure, i really do want to say yes. do something i really want to do every once in a while, make my own risky little choice. but another thing is, i think he's losing interest in me, the one week wait for me to think about it and all
i really think he's losing interest, i dont think he wants me as much as he did a week ago. and its quite sad really, because i'm not fully sure that if i really want to be with him, but basing it on this little crush at the moment i want to say yes

is it worth the risk? because i still want to say yes
he wants this to work, and so do i. so whats the point in not giving it a try right?

he's going to call me in under 2 minutes...
i'm waiting for his call

there it goes, my phone is vibrating, i will pick it up
i will redocumentate how well this goes down tomorrow afternoon after our city/library meet

ciao!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

date...?!

good morning!
well its actually 7.03pm
but still.. just got back from the city about an hour ago today~ went with my favourite asian, jason!

we walked, talked, had coffee, tekken-ed, pool-ed, movie-ed (17 Again), and pool-ed some more and tried to MT but we couldn't coz some loser asians were on MT for ages, and then i went home :D

heeheh

it was a fun dayyy~~ i guess...
the movie was alright :D
i'm skipping all the mushy details, but now i realise there were a lot of mushy details! lots of hand holding, hugs, peck on the cheeks... but yeah.. heheh lots of mushy details

and by the end of the day, he asked me out
which makes me go 'oh shiet'
because i like him, but i think i'm moving on too fast from ...emile, you know that feeling when things move on a little too fast and it doens't feel genuine? yeah like that..
that and the 'ex incident' in short: they went out, he asked another girl out while they were together, he dumped her, she felt like shit, then he went out with the other girl, and soon after she dumped him
why? because she only decided to go out with him to make his ex jealous, and to prove this, she personally talked to her and told her that her boyfriend asked her out and said he wanted to be with her
what a bitch.
but back to topic, i'm really not sure at all, he seems so...flimsy, like he could leave me in two seconds flat if he wanted to, but at the same time he's really caring and kind in all sorts of ways
i really dont know what to do.
he went from.. the ex, to that boyfriend stealing chick, to another popular skanky player girl and then to me

his experience doesn't sound too good, and you can't blame me for being flimsy can you?
and i dont like some of his friends either, i met some of them today, he walked up and said hi and whatever, took a load of his food and then when jason introduced to the two of us, he turns around and starts talking to his friends? and soon after, he turns back around and just says really bluntly
'are you guys on a date?'
is it just me, or was he an asshole and just a little bit rude? the food thing, the introduction, and the question, am i too proper? because i dont think i am!

but i dont know, he was a fag, jason knew i thought it because he turned around and said 'you get to know them really quickly and they're good guys'
or something like that

well it doesn't matter now, i have to answer him soon - yes or no
and i've really no clue whats going on with me, i think i'll have to sort out my priorities again then

wish me luck, i need all the luck i can get right now

EDIT: the code name Jerry, was for jason all this time ;]

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

easter !

the darra besties! haiyen, aivan, leanne









lena and her kinder string of pirate monkeys (which i put together! ;) )

me, being a silly bum because i think its funny
to wear chocolate foil on my head


another silly photo XD

ahh..easter is over everyone! ohmygosh... what fun... full of chocolate and ..well, chocolate pretty much
ah, i had something to say before but i've forgotten now! ...ah what was it?!
oh! tomrrow the fast and the furious 4 is coming out! hooray ! i can't wait! gonna go see it tomorrow with max, lena and jason! yayyy!! i can't wait to see it! but the movies on really early and...bleh! i gotta get up early, shower, find some clean clothes etc...
oh well! it'll be worth it, and i'm dying to play pool again, the last time i played pool ... jason and his friends were just...sitting there, watching us play and for some reason i lost my nerves and got super super nervous and could've started hyperventiliating and then stop breathing and play really shittily.
yeah... oh and me and lena baked a cake today! lemon cake! it was uber yummy... i want some, but right now i'm really thirsty..grr
however, tomorrow...city!
and on friday, pokemon wii day party! i gotta sort out some last minute details with alex..hmm
partyyyy~ hoooray! i wonder whos gonna show up, nobodys RSVPd... wtf
ahaaha oh well, they can just rock up for all i know, it doesn't matter ~
and then, hopefully on sunday i'll be able to go out again
that is, if my mum is in a really good mood and is way willing to let me go out one more single time before term two starts and then i really start shitting myself from the workload!
i didn't know year 12 was so damn tough... but i guess, only one more year and it'll all be over yeah?
well we better make it memorable then!
ahh..gonna miss these holidays, mum suggested going to sydney this holidays too! i was like ZOMFG ARE YOU SRS? OWNAGE BIARTCH PWN!
not really
i was more of 'OMFG if you wanted to go to sydney, why didn't you say so! so we could get tickets right on the holidays and go for two weeks! maaaaaaarm!'
ahh i miss lily & diana! its been so long! like...umm.. almost 2 years now.. i misses themmm
but hopefully i'll be able to visit next holiday then! for now, i gotta hang up my unironed clothes and put them away and try to read some of this textbook that will help me with my legal studies independant study task assessment next term! it's gonna be a toughie
oh! and my report card, score betches, straight B's!
yeah, i know, it'd be more exciting if i got straight A's but hey, come on for a start to a bumpy year straight B's is pretty damn good on my standards right now! but i'm going to definitely aim for a few A's next term hopefully! i WILL get those A's that i've wanted! grr! espcially in physics and maths, i really want an A in those two areas, why? because i'm sitting on an A-/B+/B standard, and since there are a majority of B's, i got a B
DAYYYUMM... well i'm gonna try hard next term!
aja aja fighting! ♥







Tuesday, April 14, 2009


it's a quiet time before the dawn
And I'm half past making sense of it
Was I wrong?
Should I think to give it all-should i claim to give it all?
In a world where not much ever seems
To last long.
good morning everyonnnnnnne!
guess what i woke up to today?
my mother telling me to get up and get dressed to go to the CITYYY
i was all 'WTF', but i got up anyways and we ended up driving around inala looking for my uncle who disappeared off the face of the earth, and lena and her mother got super bored
and i got my learners
so i will be able to drive and run over all inconspicious and non - aware bypassers
but yeshums, went city, we pooled for a long time, ate sushi and had a round of D D R
not all that interesting, i wish i had pics to upload... some over easter!
of which i am too lazy to upload! but chyeahh...
emile! i'm over it
umm...new code name! this friend.. umm.. Jerry
yeah, Jerry, he's driving me crazy, i'm not sure whats happening, but it is...and its so STUPID...
but it'll be alriiiiiiiiight, after i grit my teeth and pull through this confused OMFG-WTF stage and watch a movie
*gone movie watching*
oh and lena, if its not too much to ask, it'd be great if you never read my blog again because its my own little space. i hope you understand.
but you dont have to read all this anyway because i already tell you everything.
so from now on, no more blog reading yeah? thanks so much :]

Sunday, April 12, 2009

fiftylittle s e c r e t s

50 Little Secrets.

01. Who was your last text from? Lena, the 'seventh holiday text'.

02. Where was your default picture taken? Some saved pic from deviantart i think..

03. Your relationship status? Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend? Not necessarily lost, more of ..slipped.

05. What is your current mood? Mellow... And slightly confused.

06. How many siblings do you have? None.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? As above.

08. Where do you wish you were right now? In the city, at night.

09. Have a crazy side? Yeah, there's always a crazy side. :]

10. Ever had a near death experience? I doubt it.

11. Something you do a lot? Laugh, smile, make really lame jokes.

12. Angry at anyone? Not quite, but i want to bite him!

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? My stupidity, his naiveity.

14. When was the last time you cried? During the love square conspiracy.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? Possibly, who knows?

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? How to make tomorrow's day even better than todays, or thinking about the things i'm going to do the next day, or thinking about really sad things.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mother.

18. What is your favorite song? Right now? ...Happy Together by Super Junior

19. What are you doing right now? Typing this stuff up and wondering how long it'll take me to shower and get to Lena's place on time.

20. Who do you trust right now? A select few.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Tshirt, from SurfVision ages ago and Jumper from CottonOn yesterday.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? No.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? Alex or George.

24. Describe your life in one word? Unpredictable.

25. Who are you thinking of right now? My asian.

26. What should you be doing right now? Showering and getting ready to leave.

27. What are you listening to? Break Apart her Heart - Good Charlotte.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? Max or Jason.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? Mother, probably.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like? I hope not, but I don't think so.

31. What is your natural hair color? Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? Lena.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad? Alan Bui.

34. What do you hear? What am I supposed to hear?

35. Is your hair curly or straight? Straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? No.

37. Do you have a best friend? Yes.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? No.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? Yes.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? When I was young, yeah.

41. Are you happy with life right now? Pretty much.

42. Are you currently jealous? Not at all.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing? None.

44. What were you doing on friday night? Watch movies, I think.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? Probably... Wait, yes I have, I was reassured I did so yesterday.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? A fair bit, yes.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? To get my piercings done.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why? Until 11pm, talking to Tony.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? No.

done!

oh yeah and i remmeber now.. i was meant to redocumentate what happened on yesterdays city trip, i'll get to that later! bye now!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

superflat monogram ♥



one the most coolest videos i've ever come across, an ad campaign made for Louis Vuitton inspired and made by marc jacobs and takashi murakami~ (apologies for the bad quality >_<)
but other than that, todays just begun..-ish
and so far all i've done is manage to argue with my mother why i should go out tomorrow, which i really want to! but she should understand that i do not go out much! and since its the holidays, i should be allowed to go out when i want to! i'm working at home, i'm helping her sew stuffs, i'm studying, working on assignments [ not yet, but i plan to! ] and its the holidays!
gosh, does it take this much to want to go somewhere? its not faiiiiiir!

compared to a lot of other people my age, i stay in a lot!
bah, well we'll see whathappens...

anywho.. an update on the emile situation? or do i just like to think about him constantly?
yeah i think about him too much
well, nothings happening, i can't get over him and nor can i be with him
and i can't do anything about anything! and apparently he likes someone else.. (again)
i wanna ask who it is out of curiousity, but knowing me, i'll find out somehow eventually and when i do its gonna end up bad. so, i'm not going to ask and speed up the process of getting hurt all over again and i should get over it now!

stupid stupid stupid.
oh well, what can you do, may as well get used to it right? because i've got a whole lifetime of this stuff to deal with still! and there are much more important things right now like the ironing i have to finish before i burn something...
i will continue that!
for now..i will..iron and keep my mind off things!
wish me luck!
happy holidays everyone~

oh! and as of note! right now.. on itunes, i'm listening to 'how could you by mario' and i really really like this song... hehe thats all :]

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

city yum yums

good morning blogger-itoz!
if that makes any sense to you..

well...its been a while since my last blog! and i should go over all the things that have happened so far! ...which i dont quite remember so far as....BUT i will do my best!

..as far as i remember there was SUNDAY!
lena & leanne city day!
hehehe
we ... MT-ed, tekken-ed, DDR-ed, pool-ed and basically walked around all day! and missed the bus TWICE! but it was uber fun anyway!
heheheh we are improving at MT! and i still suck at tekken and DDR, but we're very very decent at pool now! hooray!
i ♥ pool
i can't live without it now, hehehe :]

but that day was so detoxifying! full of fun and no hardkore we must fit this all into one day kinda thing, and we did things we always planned to do but never managed to do! which was very very exciting XD

lenabutt kicks ass at every arcade game that ever existed... literally.
oh..and i slipped on the pavement after jaywalking, slipped and fell about a metre or so from the kerb on the busy busy road and landed flat on my butt. hurt like pooface.
then the garbage bin guy laughed at me and started paying me out, but he was funny. heheh i liked him, he made me laugh even though my butt felt like it was going to fall off!

oh and mr pigeon! he was the cutest! it was raining in the city, and we made a withdrawal at some ATMs in this undercover area and in the corner of the ATMs there was this little fluffed up pigeon, looking cold and wet, the poor thing! i wanted to wrap him up in my jumper and take him home! poor thing... aww.. i really wish i coulddo something for him, but instead i was going to pat him but i thought he'd feel uncomfortable (being wet and all) so i just took a few photos of mr pigeon and left him :(

and in a more festive thought, in about 3 days time, it will be EASTER! and guess what lena gave me and my parents today?! this massive cadbury easter egg and.... *drum roll!*
giant kinder surprise omg drool! ..i can't wait to eat it... peel back the foil wrapper, eat the egg until i'm stuffed, then assemble the toy inside!
ooh i can't wait! XD

so what will we be doing this easter then? a lot of people are going away, some of my friends are going somewhere.. (i forgot where she was going) and cape ..something (i forgot that too) and...well its really busy these holidays! and its going to be so much fun!