the title says it all.
that...and the fact that he told me something shitty happened today, something to do with Ellie (his ex) and maybe she hates me because i'm going out with him now
gosh. the horrors of teenage life
but i kinda spaced out, i space out at the best of times when i really need to be paying attention. but for sure, its not a good thing that she hates my guts. but really, its her problem isn't it? she had him, and she lost him because she didn't have a good enough relationship with her. its not really my problem whatever it is about her really. so i dont know, but i really hope he'll be okay about it, i didn't want to ruin things for him and i wish him all the best
and hopefully, this relationship will last longer than my last (3 weeks, how pathetic, if it weren't for asian parents it might have last longer... but its too late now) and i'm sure things will turn out fine.
and if not, i really hope they do.
i'm so into him, and i can't help it. Swoon.
it's a quiet time before the dawnAnd I'm half past making sense of itWas I wrong?Should I think to give it all-should i claim to give it all?In a world where not much ever seemsTo last long.good morning everyonnnnnnne!guess what i woke up to today?my mother telling me to get up and get dressed to go to the CITYYYi was all 'WTF', but i got up anyways and we ended up driving around inala looking for my uncle who disappeared off the face of the earth, and lena and her mother got super boredand i got my learnersso i will be able to drive and run over all inconspicious and non - aware bypassersbut yeshums, went city, we pooled for a long time, ate sushi and had a round of D D Rnot all that interesting, i wish i had pics to upload... some over easter!of which i am too lazy to upload! but chyeahh...emile! i'm over itumm...new code name! this friend.. umm.. Jerryyeah, Jerry, he's driving me crazy, i'm not sure whats happening, but it is...and its so STUPID...but it'll be alriiiiiiiiight, after i grit my teeth and pull through this confused OMFG-WTF stage and watch a movie*gone movie watching*oh and lena, if its not too much to ask, it'd be great if you never read my blog again because its my own little space. i hope you understand.but you dont have to read all this anyway because i already tell you everything.so from now on, no more blog reading yeah? thanks so much :]
50 Little Secrets.
01. Who was your last text from? Lena, the 'seventh holiday text'.
02. Where was your default picture taken? Some saved pic from deviantart i think..
03. Your relationship status? Single.
04. Have you ever lost a close friend? Not necessarily lost, more of ..slipped.
05. What is your current mood? Mellow... And slightly confused.
06. How many siblings do you have? None.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? As above.
08. Where do you wish you were right now? In the city, at night.
09. Have a crazy side? Yeah, there's always a crazy side. :]
10. Ever had a near death experience? I doubt it.
11. Something you do a lot? Laugh, smile, make really lame jokes.
12. Angry at anyone? Not quite, but i want to bite him!
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? My stupidity, his naiveity.
14. When was the last time you cried? During the love square conspiracy.
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? Possibly, who knows?
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? How to make tomorrow's day even better than todays, or thinking about the things i'm going to do the next day, or thinking about really sad things.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mother.
18. What is your favorite song? Right now? ...Happy Together by Super Junior
19. What are you doing right now? Typing this stuff up and wondering how long it'll take me to shower and get to Lena's place on time.
20. Who do you trust right now? A select few.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Tshirt, from SurfVision ages ago and Jumper from CottonOn yesterday.
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? No.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? Alex or George.
24. Describe your life in one word? Unpredictable.
25. Who are you thinking of right now? My asian.
26. What should you be doing right now? Showering and getting ready to leave.
27. What are you listening to? Break Apart her Heart - Good Charlotte.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? Max or Jason.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? Mother, probably.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like? I hope not, but I don't think so.
31. What is your natural hair color? Black
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? Lena.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad? Alan Bui.
34. What do you hear? What am I supposed to hear?
35. Is your hair curly or straight? Straight.
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? No.
37. Do you have a best friend? Yes.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? No.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? Yes.
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? When I was young, yeah.
41. Are you happy with life right now? Pretty much.
42. Are you currently jealous? Not at all.
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing? None.
44. What were you doing on friday night? Watch movies, I think.
45. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? Probably... Wait, yes I have, I was reassured I did so yesterday.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? A fair bit, yes.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? To get my piercings done.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why? Until 11pm, talking to Tony.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? No.
done!
oh yeah and i remmeber now.. i was meant to redocumentate what happened on yesterdays city trip, i'll get to that later! bye now!