superflat monogram ♥

one the most coolest videos i've ever come across, an ad campaign made for Louis Vuitton inspired and made by marc jacobs and takashi murakami~ (apologies for the bad quality >_<)
but other than that, todays just begun..-ish
and so far all i've done is manage to argue with my mother why i should go out tomorrow, which i really want to! but she should understand that i do not go out much! and since its the holidays, i should be allowed to go out when i want to! i'm working at home, i'm helping her sew stuffs, i'm studying, working on assignments [ not yet, but i plan to! ] and its the holidays!
gosh, does it take this much to want to go somewhere? its not faiiiiiir!

compared to a lot of other people my age, i stay in a lot!
bah, well we'll see whathappens...

anywho.. an update on the emile situation? or do i just like to think about him constantly?
yeah i think about him too much
well, nothings happening, i can't get over him and nor can i be with him
and i can't do anything about anything! and apparently he likes someone else.. (again)
i wanna ask who it is out of curiousity, but knowing me, i'll find out somehow eventually and when i do its gonna end up bad. so, i'm not going to ask and speed up the process of getting hurt all over again and i should get over it now!

stupid stupid stupid.
oh well, what can you do, may as well get used to it right? because i've got a whole lifetime of this stuff to deal with still! and there are much more important things right now like the ironing i have to finish before i burn something...
i will continue that!
for now..i will..iron and keep my mind off things!
wish me luck!
happy holidays everyone~

oh! and as of note! right now.. on itunes, i'm listening to 'how could you by mario' and i really really like this song... hehe thats all :]