tomorrow

TOMORROW will be sunday the 26th april 2009

the day which i will be going with lena to the state library after tutor to ...study some more basically
but tomorrow, something else will be happening, a meet up with jasonface
and an answer to his question

and god knows, i have no idea what to say still
i was thinking yes, because i like him too and he's funny, nice, caring etc
but i have this thing with conversation, where if someone can't carry a conversation well then they're not really the person for me.. you know? and i'm just being really picky i guess

but sometimes conversation with him goes really well, and other times we're both too tired to talk but we still want to anyway. which is a waste of credit really, but what can you do?

but i'm not sure, i really do want to say yes. do something i really want to do every once in a while, make my own risky little choice. but another thing is, i think he's losing interest in me, the one week wait for me to think about it and all
i really think he's losing interest, i dont think he wants me as much as he did a week ago. and its quite sad really, because i'm not fully sure that if i really want to be with him, but basing it on this little crush at the moment i want to say yes

is it worth the risk? because i still want to say yes
he wants this to work, and so do i. so whats the point in not giving it a try right?

he's going to call me in under 2 minutes...
i'm waiting for his call

there it goes, my phone is vibrating, i will pick it up
i will redocumentate how well this goes down tomorrow afternoon after our city/library meet

ciao!