date...?!

good morning!
well its actually 7.03pm
but still.. just got back from the city about an hour ago today~ went with my favourite asian, jason!

we walked, talked, had coffee, tekken-ed, pool-ed, movie-ed (17 Again), and pool-ed some more and tried to MT but we couldn't coz some loser asians were on MT for ages, and then i went home :D

heeheh

it was a fun dayyy~~ i guess...
the movie was alright :D
i'm skipping all the mushy details, but now i realise there were a lot of mushy details! lots of hand holding, hugs, peck on the cheeks... but yeah.. heheh lots of mushy details

and by the end of the day, he asked me out
which makes me go 'oh shiet'
because i like him, but i think i'm moving on too fast from ...emile, you know that feeling when things move on a little too fast and it doens't feel genuine? yeah like that..
that and the 'ex incident' in short: they went out, he asked another girl out while they were together, he dumped her, she felt like shit, then he went out with the other girl, and soon after she dumped him
why? because she only decided to go out with him to make his ex jealous, and to prove this, she personally talked to her and told her that her boyfriend asked her out and said he wanted to be with her
what a bitch.
but back to topic, i'm really not sure at all, he seems so...flimsy, like he could leave me in two seconds flat if he wanted to, but at the same time he's really caring and kind in all sorts of ways
i really dont know what to do.
he went from.. the ex, to that boyfriend stealing chick, to another popular skanky player girl and then to me

his experience doesn't sound too good, and you can't blame me for being flimsy can you?
and i dont like some of his friends either, i met some of them today, he walked up and said hi and whatever, took a load of his food and then when jason introduced to the two of us, he turns around and starts talking to his friends? and soon after, he turns back around and just says really bluntly
'are you guys on a date?'
is it just me, or was he an asshole and just a little bit rude? the food thing, the introduction, and the question, am i too proper? because i dont think i am!

but i dont know, he was a fag, jason knew i thought it because he turned around and said 'you get to know them really quickly and they're good guys'
or something like that

well it doesn't matter now, i have to answer him soon - yes or no
and i've really no clue whats going on with me, i think i'll have to sort out my priorities again then

wish me luck, i need all the luck i can get right now

EDIT: the code name Jerry, was for jason all this time ;]