- to eat
- to study
- to sleep my share of 8 hours per night
- to focus
- to calm down
- to smile more
- to stop carrying around panadol everywhere i go 'just in case'
- to complete my legal studies assignment due tomorrow
- to go to bed before midnight
- to stop bursting into tears at any moment possible
- to stop thinking about my parents
- to get things over and done with
- to postpone my emotions and thoughts
- to actually enjoy what i do from time to time
- to lose myself in a world called books, 'memoirs of a geisha'
i need all these things so much right now, because i am on the verge of a breakdown because i need to learn how to handle things better
every weekend lately has been a dilemma weekend, but i'll explain some other time why. because right now it is currently 12.27AM and this legal studies research book isn't going to write its own notes
wish me luck
maybe i'll sleep in tomorrow
no..i have to catch the bus, wake up at 7am as usual
i need my holidays, i'm so wretched. pale faced, baggy eyes
in my words, 'pandaface'. 2 weeks of blocks, i can make it.
hopefully.
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