goodbye times two

hello~ normally i would shit on about all the crap things that have happened to me lately but hey, today no emotional shit. i'm simply just too lazy to express what i feel... that, and the fact that i dont really feel anything at all because i just simply dont really care for much right now. muahahaha!

i am now reverted back to status single.

heres my longwinding day ~

yesterday took tony to the airport. left at 8am with parents dropping me off at southbank and cruising around but what they didn't know was that i nicked off to the closest train station and hitched a ride to the airport to see him off.

9am - met tony at airport, hung out and he left a while after to catch his flight to taiwan~ said our goodbyes blah blah blah

then i hung out at at a cafe in the airport for a good 40minutes and left later and caught the train to the city to meet up with lena and break up with jason

walked to the train station, turns out i bought a one - way ticket to the airport and had to pay another $14 to get back... and all i had was 10 bucks in cash, paid with my cash + 4 bucks off my keycard. ...awesome, now i'm broke

got to the city, called jason straight up. met up, broke up. quick and easy, no bullshitting and got straight to the point. he said nothing, looked like he was gonna cry. he patted my shoulder, told me to have a good day and left. we said our goodbyes.

met up with lena, played pool, hung out at the pancake manor for hot chocolate and wedges then played a bit of MT before we got home for lena to meet up with max and listen to him cry and rage.

but hey, whatever. its not my business.

well then its done. the break up is over, tony left. sure life sucks, but we learn to move on.

and now jason wants to 'try again' and says we need a 'proper talk'

jeez, i'm done talking. its time for him to accept the break up because i wont go back on it. not after all that, and definitely not after i have no feelings left for him. i've told him before, but its time he understand that we're never going to 'try again'.

well thats my quick report done, ciao now!

i'm wishing the rest of the world a better start to the holidays than mine!