the buddy system

hello~ been slack on blogging lately coz so much crap has been happening and i really can't be bothered documenting every tiny little itty thingy thats been going ons, but then again, no one really reads this so whats the point. muahaha

ah well, i'm only blogging to rant on about formal shits anyway and how shitty it seems.

but before that, i wanna recap yesterday because it was an awesome day :]

early at abouts 5pm, woke up and prepared uniform to go the business breakfast for legal, hospo and BOM students and ooh it was exciting even thought everyone was so uber sleepy! we showed up on college bus to the rydges hotel and phwoahhh.. its nice. not five-star-jaw-dropping, but still very nice and cosy

the rooftop was the best part where glass covered one half of the walls and you could see across to the city and the wheel of brisbane and along southbank. everything looked so small and it made me think 'wow, we're so liiiiittle!' or in a more intelligent context.. 'humans are uber small creatures and only a small part of this world' and its pretty cool how everything out there is a lot bigger than us, but when we set our mind to something we can take over the world itself (y)

(excuse the mushy anecdotes)

so yesh, the students went around and mingled and ran into some college alumni! like waiwai! it was so good to see her again :] then we had an old english breakfast and listened to waiwai's and mr david liddy's (CEO of bank of queensland) speeches and they cleared our plates while the speeches were going on and so to be polite, we decided to stop eating and listen to the speeches

and they cleared my plate

with 2/3 of the save-until-last hash brown and a small scoop of scrambled eggs

i really wanted that last bit of hash brown, damn, why did we have to be so polite..!

so yes, we had breakfast, mingled with business people for a while (mingled as in, hi my names leanne *eats breakfast*) and then we left on the college bus and arrived back at school

then continued school and loc's little 18th birthday get together at the village where we ate chocolate ice cream cake and had strange awkward moments together

we all met up, the asian viet guys, me alex and nhu and BAM! tony and ady and their asian taiwanese group

tony: "make a wish for me loc! *holds hands in heart shape*"
loc: "....what is it?"
nhu: "i think its his heart thats beating for you"
HAHA.

we all sang happy birthday and eventually everyone left except loc cong phu cuong and myself ~
we bummed at the lake and played tiggy and kicked around shoes and vodka cruiser bottles and watched the sunset together (L)

and then loc decided to be confusing and say "leanne would you like to go to the formal with me?"
and so, i replied with a "...what?"

yeah, smart move leanne.

but i told him i'd think about it.
but hey, the same day, ashen asked too... via text.
while we were sitting around eating ice cream cake. LOL

and now i'm totally confused about formal because a) i dont know if i'm going and
b) i've been asked as a 'formal buddy'

but well and truly for some reason, i was half expecting jason to bring up the formal because from what i remember he seemed to want to go. but as change of events have happened, i dont think he does anymore. so not my problem.

on the other hand... i sort of... maybe...out of my league...would enjoy going with tony.
but then again, we're so different. he has his asian groupie and i have my own friends you know? and i guess it would be a little strange too. that and the fact that he probably doesn't want to go with me anyway and he might not be going either.

so ooh err.

then after lake-ing with loc and co. i went to indro to look at formal dresses and found none too pretty or appealing because i'm so flat and so not into dresses and shit

but i bought a book instead

lewis carroll's vintage classic book of 'alice's adventures in wonderland and through the looking glass' and.... *sighhhhh* i want to read it but i'm afraid if i read it all in a few nights it'll be over too soon.... ah the love of books T^T

oh yes... so skipping back to today now...

after school i walked home with ashen today... it was nice and normal. normal talk and normal stuffs and it was really cool :]

and i need an action plan to figure out if i want to go to this bloody formal or not. because i have to decide by monday because we have to make bookings for the stretch hummer

and so far the tallys 4 for black and 3 for pink coloured stretch hummer....
PINK... D:

haha but i dont know, i hope things sort themselves out soon because i'm not sure what to do about anything right now...

and i hope jason will bring up the formal sometime so i can sort this out, i dont want to bring it up with him because its weird since....i broke up with him and i'm being stubborn and stupid.

but i wont be able to get anywhere with tony

and now that i think about it, neither will i with jason.

yeah.. things should work out for themselves soon because i really cannot decide. ashen and loc are both so nice and they're both my friends... and they're friends with each other too

if i said yes to one of them, i'd have to reject the other.

ah shit.

well... wish me luck with my crappy decision making skills

ciao!