silver invitations

today is the 16th of july and at about 3.10pm the senior students of forest lake college received their silver-blue enveloped invitations to the senior formal on the 21st of september and personally, it makes me want to hurl

i'm so unprepared, i still dont have a dress and all that stuff and i dont know if i want to go or not...
at the moment i only want to go because its a 'once in a lifetime' opportunity and.. the fact that i want to ride in a stretch hummer (lol)

but besides that, its so friggin expensive and time consuming and a total pain in the ass

and then again, i woulnd't know if it was a pain in the ass unless i really went now would i?

i dont know if i should go... eh...

everyone else is so excited about the formal and everything and i'm just sitting there quietly thinking 'i'll go if the venue has balconys'

because its always nice to go to a formal outing anywhere with nice balcony's overlooking the city :3

but other than that, i dont see any other reasons to go

seating plans, transportation ($900 p/hr *omfg*), dress, shoes, mani/pedi, hair, makeup, date...

call me picky, lazy, unorganised, stubborn or unenthusiastic because 'i haven't got anything sorted yet' but... it definitely doesn't persuade me to attend

whatever it is thats bothering me, it better be sorted by the 28th of august and i'd better make up my mind soon

i gotta head off, ciao~